I am by no way bitter, in fact I have never written anything remotely like the post above in this forum.
From the limited details you provided about your life, it clearly demonstrates to us that you are completely wasting everyone's time here. You are 27 years old, yet you haphazardly gone into a cycle, with so little basic constitution and training to justify any AAS use. That coupled with your pussy ass attitude is why I singled you out and wrote the most inflammatory comment I have ever written on this forum. Realize that I treat most people with utmost respect especially if they are dedicated to their goals, did their research and have put in a solid 4-5 years of consistent training in the gym.
You are 27 years old, you did a Dbol only cycle not out of choice but out of fear of the needle. How incredibly pussy is that? You need someone to pin you? Well let's be honest you have no business touching steroids if you can't stick a needle in the fleshy parts of your glutes. Sure everyone has shaky hands on the first go, but just like anyone who is looking to become self-reliant, they overcome their fear, do their research and brave through their doubts and inject it themselves. You work out for your own validation? Then put in work and time before jumping into AAS, a 150lb male with 15% bf has no fucking business doing AAS, its pathetic and it screams insecurity. Especially after you mentioned your gf dumped your sorry ass and that's why you started working out. If that's not for external validation I don't know what is.
No one here is obliged to help you, no one owes you shit. I for one do not plan to give you any advice because the onus is on you to understand what you are doing to yourself. At 50mg Dbol a day, either your gear was fake or you are risking severe gynocomastia and other oestrogen related side effects, notably high blood pressure, a fucked up lipid profile and severe liver damage. Did you not know that Dbol has one of the highest affinity to bring on these sides? Did you know that you need an Aromatase Inhibitor to minimise the risk? Do you even know what an AI is? Well before my first cycle I knew about all these things, I only did my first plunge when I am fully aware of the consequences of my actions. I also had a solid 6 years of training with a whole year stuck in a plateau before I even considered using AAS.
I stick to my original comment that you are one of the biggest losers I have heard of. Rarely does someone this pathetic post on these forums, you should know that, because you are singled out as the weakest link in a bodybuilding forum saturated with emotionally unstable and immature men. So no I would rather focus my energy in verbally slapping you for a chance that you might just have a little honest introspection about how you got to become such a sucker.
The iron is supposed to be our teacher. Each time we are at the gym is a battle to improve from our former self. Steroids are not a short cut, they are a tool that helps us in our training program and to take things to a new level. If you haven't built a relationship between yourself and the iron, and jump on AAS, you'll never fully grasp the deep philosophy that is embedded in weight training. As such you are not part of the iron brotherhood, and advice will only be given to those who have taken their time to do research and put in work in the frontline of action (i.e. the weight room).