there is so much wrong with all this, i dont even know where to start.
BRAD, all im going to say is this. steroids are not for children. i am only 23, yeah, to be honest i could have got to where i am without steroids if i had have been just that little bit cleverer with diet and to a lesser extent, training. you are in the great situation in that you are young, and full of natural hormones, if you get your training and diet nailed in, you will be putting on muscle faster than any of these old fuckers that are on steroids can!!!
it may seem that people are trying to belittle you, believe me, they are not. people are only telling you not to use steroids at this stage because they are dangerous, and why fuck about with something dangerous when you dont even need it in the first place?