Yea you should check out the new steroid called whey protein....supposed to be the most anabolic thing on the market
Try 5x5, eat, sleep. Bro you gotta lot of work to do but you can do it
You have the attitude of just wanting to get to where you want to be and not working hard for it. Thats why you read that 4 week dbol cycles are useless but you will do them anyway. Go ahead, mess up your HPTA, get gyno, loads of bacne, and aggression. You are the one that makes steroid use bad. But you will do what you want to do, which is to not give up your pride and just listen to us that give good advice.
I am always learning more. You can never stop learning enough about bodybuilding, diet, training, steroids. But I have done endless amounts of research to understand what I am doing to my body. Its not somthing to take lightly. Do some research and get knowledgable in this area, because no one else is going to do it for you, and come back with some good questions. Like what are the basic mass lifts (bench, squats, deads)