my husband who addicted to using steroid always on this forum.
Well I log in his account and post this tread.....
Is it hard to stop using steroid?
He has been on steroid for 2.5 yrs now. First he said it will be only first and last cycle. He lied.
These are all the things he did to me while he on the cycle
-told me to go abort the babies ( twins ) and said he changed his mind he doesn't want any kid
-got angry and went off at me in middle of shopping centre just because my cardigan was longer than my shorts.
-want to divorce me because he want his single life back.
-throw stuff at me while I holding the babies
-couldn't control his anger while we arguing so he laid his hands on me
-getting rough with the babies when they are crying or annoying him
1 yr after had the babies I had enough with physical & emotional abused. I took the kids and left. He beg for me to come back and will stop steroid.
That was our deal. Stop using steroid or I won't come back.
Well 6 months later, found used needles in the car and he admit he has been using it and never really stop.
I trow all the steroid away in the bin. An hour later he got so pissed at me because I disconnected the internet so he can't contact his supplier.
He risk losing his family. He destroys our marriage and chance to watch his kids grow up because he loves how he look in the mirror with big muscles.
Can someone explain to me how could someone ever do that?
Is this normal for steroid user?
Doesn't care if they will ruin the family as long as they can go gym and using roid.....
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