I have used steroids for 8 years, I went on self TRT about 4 years ago doing 200mg a week along with tamoxifene nolvadex daily. I feel good and my anxiety and depression seemed to improve doing this. I am currently 30 years old and my old lady wants a baby. I went behind her back and did bloods and found my LH and FSH are at 0 and my sperm count is 0. what do I do from here? If she finds out she will divorce me cause she wants a kid