I don't care about the trophies or the money or any kind of "contracts". I do it because I am 29 and will be there 30 in like 2 months and I will not have another chance to be a psycho fitness competitor, I do it for me, I love doing it and I know I won't be able to do it much longer, it's a blast to do it, many people are driven to activities that cause long term problems, I am doing my best to avoid those, my hamstring tear right now is freaking killing me, I just hope I don't rupture the whole thing, cause It's not I can quit training for a couple of days like I could with figure or bodybuilding and still come in. If I don't do my routine everyday, I can't compete, it's that simple. It's not like I can take a week or two off from tumbling and then right back to where I was, so If I want to compete, I can't stop and this is going to be one of my last chances. I am doing everything I can to prevent any further problems with the hamstring like stripping it three times a day and doing the ice/heat/ice/heat/ice for increased blood circulation to get as much "clean" blood in there as possible. But will I stop, nope, not until I get past the competition or I blow it completly, either way, I will be happy that I gave it my all, but I seriously hope that it's the past the compeition when I stop and not laid up with a rolled up hamstring
If I wanted to take the easy way out, I would go with figure, there is nothing to it, workout/diet/pose but that's just not me
and I don't think I will be tumbling in my 60's anyway even if everything goes perfect
Just my 2 cents