You will not be the next best thing by just jumping on the Tren wagon. Currently according to your stats you don't have the discipline to be the next best thing. If you can't get your body fat under 10% without steroids, then you don't have the discipline to anything more than another roided out bro on Tiktok, not a major influencer. Do I use steroids at 15% body fat, yes, but I have no delusion about becoming the next best thing cause I know and understand my level of discipline and commitment.
The next best thing is currently under 10% body fat, working out in the gym 5-6 days a week for 2+ hours a day. They have their diet down to a science already and are probably 165 lbs shredded at around 8% body fat without using steroids yet. Need to make realistic goals for your steroid cycles or you'll just end up killing yourself.