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Here is is fair well note:
The Note
To Whom It May Concern,
I am going to leave this for whoever stumbles across my bookmarks later on.
I hate myself and I hate living. I think that if someone who knows me
reads this they will know who I am. So I will leave this unsigned. I am
an a@#hole. I have let everyone down and I feel as though I will never
change or never improve. I am in love with a girl and I know that I am
not good enough for her. I have come
to believe that my life has all been meaningless. I keep trying and I
keep failing. I have thought about and attempted suicide many times in
the past. I used to think of my failure as some mystical way of telling
me that I was really meant for something meaningful. The only thing I
dread, besides the pain, is the way my family will suffer. I do not want
my mother or father to think that it was anything they did that lead me
to kill myself. I never really had any plans of leaving a note. I
thought that I would not be able to describe why I want to do this and I
am right. There is no way to tell you or anyone else why I dread every
new day. My father had such high expectations for me and tried to give
me every opportunity to improve upon myself. I let him down. I think
that I am a major disappointment to him. I have a job but I?m always broke
and I am in college but barely, I show up to class but that?s about it.
I want my life to end. I am tired of f@#$ing up everything. I
am tired of people always telling me that they do not like me. I am
tired of trying to be decent. I hope that someone finds this post and I
hope that my parents know that I f@#$ed up not them. It is my fault I
screwed up my own life.
The hate that rages within me, rages not for those I love so dearly or
those who have crossed my path.
This hate rages full force towards me and only me.
I have long forgiven those who've hurt me, but I have not and cannot
come to terms to forgive myself for the things I have done to myself, and
the things I've done to hurt those in my life.
You have all touched my life in one way or another,
especially those whom I call family.
I cannot tell you how sorry I am for ending my life the way I did. I
hope that you can all find it in your heart to see it as way for me not
suffering anymore and that I am finally at rest with myself, for being at
rest with the guilt that constantly ate at me for so long.
Please forgive me all for taking my own life so early. I tried so hard
to fight against this strong battle. I have reached out for help so many
times, and yet I believe, I was turned away because of the things I did,
that it is a punishment I am willing to take, for I know that being who I am
has only brought myself and others pain.
I love you all and will forever live within the memories we created.
Forgive me.
Love always and forever,
As for my signature I will leave you with a quote so that if anyone
reads this they will know it's me, "Can?t feel pain if your dead? Just Saying"

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Damn that's a pretty sad note man...that's pretty fuckin depressing...
 
what's the deal with getting cheered on?
why would peeps do that?
fuggin twisted and i wonder if their will be ramifications i.e lawsuit
 
Bino said:
what's the deal with getting cheered on?
why would peeps do that?
fuggin twisted and i wonder if their will be ramifications i.e lawsuit
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There may well be repercussions.

In the news that story about the 13 y/o girl who killed herself because her neighbor's mom pretended to be a boy her age & "dated" her online & dumped her. The mom told the girl "the world would be a better place without her". The girl then hung herself in her closet. The girl had a well documented history of depression and attempted suicide. The mom in question admitted she knew this.

The news said that this case may help update laws on cyberbullying. (Probably especially in the case where it leads to a suicide?)

Anyways, I'm sure someone like snackycakes or stefka could tell you wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy more about it than I could, lol.
 
People were posting shit like "yeah, I checked back about 5am this morning and looked at the webcam. He was curled up and twitching badly."
 
AAP said:
People were posting shit like "yeah, I checked back about 5am this morning and looked at the webcam. He was curled up and twitching badly."
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dooooode...i wonder if this will be the end of bb and if they are gonna be criminally liable (def civily liable)
 
I don't get it, the kid claims to love his parents, didn't want them blaming themselves, but he didn't care enough about them to go to them and tell them how miserable he was?

I honestly do not think I will ever understand suicide.

My (former) sister in law killed herself. Her mother found her. It essentially tore the heart right out of that woman and aged her about 20 years in two minutes.
 
I'm really glad I haven't bought any supps of bb.com in years. I don't think it's an internet forum's place to fix his life, but to egg him on is unconscionable...I can't imagine this happening here, just sayin...

The fact that they literally watched the kid die for their entertainment makes me want to bash their heads in with a dumbbell too.
 
Cal_21 said:
I'm really glad I haven't bought any supps of bb.com in years. I don't think it's an internet forum's place to fix his life, but to egg him on is unconscionable...I can't imagine this happening here, just sayin...

The fact that they literally watched the kid die for their entertainment makes me want to bash their heads in with a dumbbell too.
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I know. Really sick. Just brushing through some threads where others are making jokes about it.
 
AztecWarrior said:
I know. Really sick. Just brushing through some threads where others are making jokes about it.
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same bro. They made a sticky where they allegedly confirmed his death. The majority of peeps in there were laughing about how he's going to hell for killing himself and what not.
 
GWizz said:
****Calling out the entire Phucking POS Misc**** - Bodybuilding.com Forums
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those people are truely a sad, sad, bunch, at least the ones that posted in the thread.

I can honestly say w/o a doubt, that if any one of us was that depressed, we'd find a way to help. As a matter of fact, I've seen it, someone was missing after being VERY depressed, and somebody in that city drove across town to check on him, it's been awhile. I'll say this, if we knew where you were, you would be alone long, maybe one of us, your family, or the police, but we wouldn't leave you there to die. period. end of story.
 
That is just sickening. How the hell can anyone watch that, let alone cheer on that sort of behavior. I would be too busy trying to message this kid and talk him out of it....F'n idiots. There should be legal remifications (I think I spelled that wrong). These people should be hung by their toe nails on a clothes line and tortured typical POS with no life!
 
The scariest thing to me is that those 15-19 year old retards are the future of our society. In every high school, retail store and fast food joint live the type of people who would encourage someone else's death.

If I found out my kid was involved in this I would never let them surf the internet again.
 
It's very sad. And the fact thaqt this kid was reaching out only to be encouraged to kill himself is very disturbing. I have dealt with suicide. I have considered it on and off all my life but if nothing else, one thing has always steered me the right way. My family. I could not do this to them. My brother killed himself 2+ years ago and unfortunately did not ask for help. It was the worst feeling i have ever felt. I feel sorry for this kid and his parents for what they are going through right now.
 
I'm of the opinion the people that frequent other fitness boards aren't that much different than the ones that come here. That could have happened at a lot of boards, including this one.
 
Problems w/ BB.com, I think they are being bombarded with people looking at related threads. Sad, sad, sad what those little pricks do and get away with over there.
 
What a long fucking day. Had to deal with pure fucking chaos there. Had the Sun Sentinel contact me and CNN as well. This shit might be headlined anytime. It's getting so much publicity.
 
sawastea said:
What a long fucking day. Had to deal with pure fucking chaos there. Had the Sun Sentinel contact me and CNN as well. This shit might be headlined anytime. It's getting so much publicity.
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Seriously? So u are from that site?

It's gotta suck to be the owner/admin of that site when the authorities and news hypes up. I mean obviously that thread should never have been allowed and what not. It's gonna make the site look bad.
 
sawastea said:
What a long fucking day. Had to deal with pure fucking chaos there. Had the Sun Sentinel contact me and CNN as well. This shit might be headlined anytime. It's getting so much publicity.
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Bro, I hear you, at least, attempted to do something about it.
 
Angel said:
Seriously? So u are from that site?

It's gotta suck to be the owner/admin of that site when the authorities and news hypes up. I mean obviously that thread should never have been allowed and what not. It's gonna make the site look bad.
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I'm a moderator there.
 
Angel said:
Seriously? So u are from that site?

It's gotta suck to be the owner/admin of that site when the authorities and news hypes up. I mean obviously that thread should never have been allowed and what not. It's gonna make the site look bad.
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From what i read it went on for hours.

I say sumthin and get jumped in minutes. lol
 
sawastea said:
I'm a moderator there.
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A lot of talk about it. All you gotta do is google kid commits suicide on bodybuilding site, plenty of results talking about it.
Surely soon enough the media will pick up on it. Is that why BB is down? Gotta be hard on the staff there, I can only imagine. Not like the staff is at fault here, noone can determine what a poster will or wont do. Sucks that rumor has it he has spoken of doing this before, he should have seeked help. Now it is too late.
 
terrible news
my heart goes out to his family and friends

nobody should be blamed but himself
weird story ,none the less
 
musclemom said:
I don't get it, the kid claims to love his parents, didn't want them blaming themselves, but he didn't care enough about them to go to them and tell them how miserable he was?
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I don't think that necessarily true nor do we don't know how his parents treated him either.
 
I never get why people unrelated to the person who commits suicide feel the need to point out how weak/selfish yadda yadda it is. I understand that reaction as a bereaved relative. Not as a stranger. People should be so lucky not to know what it's like or understand how it feels to get THAT low.
 
nefertiti said:
I never get why people unrelated to the person who commits suicide feel the need to point out how weak/selfish yadda yadda it is. I understand that reaction as a bereaved relative. Not as a stranger. People should be so lucky not to know what it's like or understand how it feels to get THAT low.
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agreed,
but nef, you and I both know there seems to be no end to people passing judgment on others - especially from behind a keyboard. people cant help but get diarrhea of the mouth (keyboard?) with stuff like this
 
Smurfy said:
agreed,
but nef, you and I both know there seems to be no end to people passing judgment on others - especially from behind a keyboard. people cant help but get diarrhea of the mouth (keyboard?) with stuff like this
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I know. It's just personal to me, so I couldn't help but comment.
 
God, I feel like crying. That is someone's son who laid there dying while people mocked his pain. That is almost too much for me to think about. People who feel the need to tell people they are doing it have a glimmer of hope still that someone will say something to make the pain go away or will somehow rescue them.

You know, if that kid had paid for a membership or entered truthful name and address info when he signed up, anyone from admin could have called 911 and saved him.

god bless him and his survivors.
 
sawastea said:
What a long fucking day. Had to deal with pure fucking chaos there. Had the Sun Sentinel contact me and CNN as well. This shit might be headlined anytime. It's getting so much publicity.
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yeah, it's been rather crazy over there today. a mix of people feeling remorseful for what they said, others saying "I warned you", others wanting a mod to resign, others being self-righteous assholes even though they don't know the real story (lots of people in this thread are doing the same), and the rest don't give a shit or are glad it happened.

Sadly, 99% of these people don't legitimately care that someone died, they just enjoy the drama that ensued. If anyone on here would like to ask questions as to what really happened, I'll try to answer as best I can.

Just to clear one thing up. CandyJunkie (kid that died) has made similar threads before, so a lot of people thought it was another fake. Also, that suicide note is C&P'ed from a suicide letter site, so that added to people thinking it was fake. When people began to think it was real, lots of people called the police BUT THE POLICE DID NOT BELIEVE THE CALLERS. It was HOURS after the calls started to come in to the police station before they decided to send out someone.
 
Dial_tone said:
I'm of the opinion the people that frequent other fitness boards aren't that much different than the ones that come here. That could have happened at a lot of boards, including this one.
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I disagree. I've seen alot of posts on here where people say how depressed they are and we all seem to crowd around them to lift them up. I don't recall ever seeing anyone on here say 'ya, do it'.

I know that I've felt shitty alot of times in my life. Then I come on here and realize how good I really have it. :D
 
Sawastea, do you think they put the site "under maintenance" to keep people from browsing the site to find info on all this? Also, do you think they will close the misc section?
 
i would very strongly advise people from bb.com, especially mods or admin to have no comment anywhere until you are represented by counsel. (that means not talking here or anywhere yet.)
 
snacky cake said:
God, I feel like crying. That is someone's son who laid there dying while people mocked his pain. That is almost too much for me to think about. People who feel the need to tell people they are doing it have a glimmer of hope still that someone will say something to make the pain go away or will somehow rescue them.

You know, if that kid had paid for a membership or entered truthful name and address info when he signed up, anyone from admin could have called 911 and saved him.

god bless him and his survivors.
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At the VERY LEAST I cannot fathom how that thread was allowed to last 60+ pages. What on earth were they THINKING?
 
I have no idea. I'm guessing a group mentality took over and no one wanted to appear too "soft." I would only be speculating because I don't know those people, but I read some of the messages that were copied and pasted on another site. Someone said they tried to call him and his phone went straight to voicemail so they left a message "do it, faggot." WOW. I sure hope they really didn't do that.
 
EnderJE said:
I disagree. I've seen alot of posts on here where people say how depressed they are and we all seem to crowd around them to lift them up. I don't recall ever seeing anyone on here say 'ya, do it'.
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Perhaps you need to go back and read some of the BM pile-ons that have been going on for years. A lot of people that have come thru here have taken a lot of abuse. None of us know how close one of them may have come to doing the same.

Who was that guy SWV that was always going on about girls he was too afraid to move on?
 
nefertiti said:
At the VERY LEAST I cannot fathom how that thread was allowed to last 60+ pages. What on earth were they THINKING?
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Especially when a female moderator watched the whole damn thing, and even managed to say stuff on the thread as well...
 
U think this is bad? Apparently none of you have been to 4chan. There has been at least a dozen suicides on that site. At least bb.com people felt bad once they realized it was real, people on 4chan knew their suicides were real and made photoshops from the pics.
 
Beachbum1546 said:
U think this is bad? Apparently none of you have been to 4chan. There has been at least a dozen suicides on that site. At least bb.com people felt bad once they realized it was real, people on 4chan knew their suicides were real and made photoshops from the pics.
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4chan being a shit place full of shit people doesn't make this situation stink any less.
 
Angel said:
Especially when a female moderator watched the whole damn thing, and even managed to say stuff on the thread as well...
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just shut up. dont talk when you don't know the facts. Roxie (the mod) was notified of the suicide at 1pm. The kid died at 6am. There was nothing she could have done anyways.
 
Beachbum1546 said:
U think this is bad? Apparently none of you have been to 4chan. There has been at least a dozen suicides on that site. At least bb.com people felt bad once they realized it was real, people on 4chan knew their suicides were real and made photoshops from the pics.
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deplorable. truly.

I think anytime someone mocks someone who is suicidal is wrong. Arguing about to what degree it's wrong is like arguing about whether rotten eggs or rotten fish smell worse. It's still rotten.
 
Beachbum1546 said:
just shut up. dont talk when you don't know the facts. Roxie (the mod) was notified of the suicide at 1pm. The kid died at 6am. There was nothing she could have done anyways.
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Oh man, has the site owner contacted the mods and told them to not talk to the press, etc. Damn, they REALLY need to move fast to get representation. This is going to be a storm really SOON. Trust me. This will be blowing up nationally by tomorrow. They will be sued. Mods will be deposed. You don't want lots of talk on different sites.

You know the whole remaining silent thing?....

I advise you to do it if you in any way have first hand knowledge.
 
So because he made similar threads or posts that gave people the right to taunt him? Ever hear of people reaching out for help??? Yes, sounds like what he was doing..19 years old, head not clear and you got a board full of idiots who watch him eat the pills. again, WATCH him eat the pills, yet they thought it was a joke..Of course they wait until he is not moving before people pull their heads out of their asses.
Might as well hear a 15 year old girl say she is going to cut herself, tell her "go ahead loser", watch her cut herself, and then decide after she was done bleeding and breathing to get help. Nice logic, right!
THERE is NO justification at all that can be made for this. Maybe the site, the mod who was joining the fun, and all the asshole posters should meet with his child when he is a teen and explain how his daddy went down, after all they were all key supporters!
Obviously the site is down for clean up and to prevent new threads as they will be looked into..I doubt there will not be an investigation, and I doubt people will not be held accountable in some form.
 
Beachbum1546 said:
just shut up. dont talk when you don't know the facts. Roxie (the mod) was notified of the suicide at 1pm. The kid died at 6am. There was nothing she could have done anyways.
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Looks as though you need to tell roxie to not speak to anyone about anything. As I read from a member of BB on another site claiming she was right there!

So I guess rumors,lies,etc will flow...In the end it will come out as to whether or not there were mods on at all, and who they were.
 
fug me the press will eat this up, all the variables are in place to make a major story:
joose, dumbass teens, suicide
 
so is it confirmed? reason I ask, he pulled a prank like this over there alrdy at bb.com....I hope it is fake..................feel bad for his family
 
Some mother's son lay on that bed and gave up his life.

Some baby's father lay on that bed and lost the will to live.

That dude lay down, and never ever woke back up.

And immature little asshats made jokes about it while it happened. A lot of people don't realize it but sometimes, the e-community is the only one you have at the moment in any type of situation.
 
That's just staraight fucked up. If it were a family member of mine, I'd be pissed as hell at motherfuckers making fun of the shit. That video is fucked. Dudes got the cursor going around his ass and shit. I'd choke that bitch out.
 
This isn't the 1st boy asking for help or saying he wanted to kill himself. Infact, I talked a member of the site out of killing himself before, when others wanted him to do it. Heartless assholes there. I don't even like to post there anymore. The misc was funny before, but the more time spent there, I just saw what it really was. Bad karma.
 
SouthernLord said:
That is some fucked up shit. WtF is wrong with people? Very sad.
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Its a sign of the times. The kind of generation we're living in. The hi-tech instant gratification generation. Playing video games, watching tv, fast food, keeping up with the jones' mentality.

People are becoming completely desensitized. No one loves others anymore. Human life is not sacred. After all, we're taught that we are just monkies. There is no such thing as ultimate morality. Ultimatly we are just a cosmic accident. Just some bio slime growing on a rock, that orbits a single lonely star. And we're destined to individually and collectively perish in a relitivly short period of time as far as the universe is concerned.

What do people think is going to happen?
 
pin said:
Its a sign of the times. The kind of generation we're living in. The hi-tech instant gratification generation. Playing video games, watching tv, fast food, keeping up with the jones' mentality.

People are becoming completely desensitized. No one loves others anymore. Human life is not sacred. After all, we're taught that we are just monkies. There is no such thing as ultimate morality. Ultimatly we are just a cosmic accident. Just some bio slime growing on a rock, that orbits a single lonely star. And we're destined to individually and collectively perish in a relitivly short period of time as far as the universe is concerned.

What do people think is going to happen?
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I respectfully disagree. While I think the media and all the BS in the world isn't helping shit, I put it upon the individual who makes these choices. Blame the media etc. Fuck that. man up and own up to the actions you take. And parents, try taking an active role.
 
Smurfy said:
who the fuck could bring themselves to watch it??
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I dunno, it's not gory or anything. Starts out with him laying on the bed and ends with him laying on the bed. Just looks like he's sleeping. One video I wish I hadn't watched was that Russian soldier on that hill. They shoot him in the stomach to weaken him, then a few seconds later a guy pulls out a knife and beheads him. And if the visual wasn't bad enough, you can hear him choking on his own blood as he tries to breath. I don't suggest seeking it out.
 
Their late night crew is horrible! They now have 'callout' posts saying shit like, "why haven't you accepted me on myspace?" and "candyjunkie PM me."
 
what a fuckin disgrace that site is ... he pulled a prank before? obviously he was trying to kill himself .. some people try numerous times before actually doing it ..
 
WOW how sad
its things like this tht give me my opinion of recreational drug use. ( versus hard core junkie use)
life can be so messed up for sweet hearts and minds in this hard world that a chemical escape is much better then that of a gun to the head escape
 
read pages 1-4 on here then stopped sorry if it was posted/answered...

they seem like a bunch of dumb high school kids... was it a prank???? i wanna see a newspaper article link or something.
 
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