Are You Living The Wrong Life?

[Underwraps]

Wellllll, yes and no.

What my observation has been is that one choice puts you on a path where there are no other choices and you can't back out. You're sort of painted into a corner, life wise.

This is what happened with me career wise and with regard to where I live.

It's hard to explain without writing a novel. Okay, try this: At the time, you think you're making the right choice, or maybe you have to make a decision where the welfare of others (spouse, child, parents) must also be taken into consideration, but in making that decision you set into motion a series of events that, twenty years after they unfold, you ain't really happy with the outcome (and which you never in your wildest dreams imagined), but it's not like you can back up and do it over. The truth is the only way you would have made a different decision way back when was if you could have known exactly what was going to happen.

That's exactly what happened! That is the script of my life.

And yes Trex, deep down I know and it's just a matter day to day how much I feel it. Some days I cry in the shower with those pathetic sobs. What is it about a wall of a shower that brings it out? Other days when my spouse and I are having a good laugh, I don't feel it at all and I think I can keep doing this. Most days I tear up at least 3 times a day going over my recent past and current situation.

 

[musclemom]

your life is 71% off track
if you're honest with yourself, you have to admit that you often feel like you're living the wrong life.
It's a pretty easy conclusion to come to - because it seems like not a lot is going right.
Consider finding a life coach or mentor. You need some encouragement in turning your life around.

holy shit where have you been!?!

 

[musclemom]

That's exactly what happened! That is the script of my life.

As I said in my K message, I told you way back when we weren't so terribly different.

I ain't the board witch for nuthin', y'know

 

[Mr. dB]

holy shit where have you been!?!

No kidding!

Gather the servants, slaughter the fatted calf, the prodigal returneth!

 

[Underwraps]

As I said in my K message, I told you way back when we weren't so terribly different.

I ain't the board witch for nuthin', y'know

LOL wee-atch! Yeah, I hear yah. Will get into more details and PM you after I sort a few more things out. Looking for a new counselor right now. I just could not be completely open with the last one (she assumed too much about my religious stance and brought too much of that in as she's religious).
I most definately want to hear more about your experiences.