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Quite different from 6 months ago.
thx for the update
things will be quite different 6 months from now too
Quite different from 6 months ago.
Well I have a little bit of an update from yesterday which if works out will change things quite a bit. I applied for a part-time group fitness coordinator yesterday (it was posted as 12-15 hours weekly), and I received an email this morning. After emailing back and forth today I was asked to audition teaching two classes - cycling (noon Friday) and Body Pump (Saturday morning). I would be teaching 6 classes weekly (included in the 12-15) for $2K a month - which is not half bad, at all. I'm feeling a bit rusty since I haven't taught in 6 six weeks... but I've taught both of these for more than 3 years, so there's still a level of comfort there at least. Wish me luck.![]()

is there a steriod for the mind
good to hear Rachel, I was thinking about you a couple days ago. Maybe it's just me projecting but you sound unhappy...just make sure the relationship is healthy if you're gonna go ahead and stay committed to him. How often do you feel good vs. bad? Unhealthy relationships can make you depressed and you won't even realize it. Soon, you'll need sedatives to sleeplol j/k...no but really...you don't want it to change the way you look at love do you? Just because someone loves you does not make up for whatever harm they cause you. If you're like me, you like having someone to love so much and get used to it, that when it ends or even if it's bad you might do everything you can to get that feeling and stability back? Having someone with grief isn't better than not having someone at all, and it can actually cause a ton of damage...I've cared about men who I believe actually cared about me and wanted a relationship, but were not interested in maintaining a healthy relationship. Sometimes you just have to walk away from situations like that. Once they've been gone awhile I start to notice that I only saw the good things about them, they were actually really shitty people, possible personality disorders in there...but if anything at least just self-centered shitty people. lol Sorry if that's not your situation and I'm totally projecting lol.. Good luck Rachel
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Aw, thanks girlie. I'm in a weird spot with him. I've loved him for a long time, and it's not that he is bad to me in any way. He's just got some emotional walls up and tendencies that are just him - He and I have done the long distance thing now for a while and gone weeks without seeing each other, and I don't stop missing him... and it's not that I'm just looking at the good and forgetting the bad. To me he's just worth it - he balances me out,I feel free to be silly and joke around him and act like a total idiot, which is something I've never been able to do with anybody. I'm always so serious.
I'm upset at the way things have panned out. He's apologized. He realizes he should have been able to talk to me about his feelings. Ultimately maybe it's better that he didn't because I wouldn't have reached out to this company and asked them to hire me and I wouldn't be taking this chance that could be a really great thing in my life.
I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.

thx for the update
things will be quite different 6 months from now too![]()
man they all change physically and mentally, just slap a ring on
Omg you imagine? I would be normal again
My wife grew up in Bellevue.
True story.
My wife grew up in Bellevue.
True story.
i was reared in new orleans.
Aw, thanks girlie. I'm in a weird spot with him. I've loved him for a long time, and it's not that he is bad to me in any way. He's just got some emotional walls up and tendencies that are just him - He and I have done the long distance thing now for a while and gone weeks without seeing each other, and I don't stop missing him... and it's not that I'm just looking at the good and forgetting the bad. To me he's just worth it - he balances me out,I feel free to be silly and joke around him and act like a total idiot, which is something I've never been able to do with anybody. I'm always so serious.
I'm upset at the way things have panned out. He's apologized. He realizes he should have been able to talk to me about his feelings. Ultimately maybe it's better that he didn't because I wouldn't have reached out to this company and asked them to hire me and I wouldn't be taking this chance that could be a really great thing in my life.
I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason.
Well, we've loosely talked about "putting a time frame" on this - but for me, I'd need a commitment i.e. engagement to even think about something like that.
Been thinking about moving there.
The area is nice enough. I'm just lonelyJob prospect?
is that realistic?
The area is nice enough. I'm just lonelyJob prospect?
So if your relationship wasn't complicating things you'd be happy with Seattle?
I really thought you would fit right in.
I like the area - I'm generally not good at making friends I guess. Just lonely.
I'm generally not good at making friends I guess.
Why do you think that is?
I'm pretty withdrawn in IRL and generally an anti-social bastard. Butt, you seem pretty outgoing.
It's odd - I am outgoing, I'm just somehow lacking the communication skills to open up. Also, I don't like idiots.
Find people based on interest.
I can make friends anywhere there is House/Techno.
Unless it is only played at gay clubs and then I would be lonely.
working out helps clear the funk too. Gets ya feeling good. With just a little bit of effort you'll do great Rachel. You seem like the kind of person people would be drawn to easily.
update?
I'll be in Bellevue which is ranked 4th best place to live or something like that
Pudds is from Seattle? Lucky me!
im stayin alive...unfortunately[/QUOTE
Woot, u need to start your own status of life thread... U r cramping Rachel's Seattle highlights.![]()
You mean low lights
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