I think that has more to do with why we decided to get big. I was a late bloomer but was always a nuetral party in school, never really got picked on or anything, I got along with everyone for the most part.MIKERAZ said:Well not trying tp play shrink herebut out bigorexia probably stems from being small when we were younger. how many here was the small little kid in elementary or high schoool who got pushed aroudn by the little fuck who back then looekd huge. i knwo i was
I think one reason we dont feel big is because we are so used to seeing ourselves that we dont see the small changes taking place in front of our eyes. Those that dont see us exposed or for some time can more readily pick out the changes. I see my girlfriends brother quite a bit but he hasnt seen me without a shirt since last summer. The other night I walked into the room with a tank top on and the first words out of his mouth were "wholy shit, have you been lifting?".
Oh well what do ya do, i could be bigger and likely will be but it doesnt soncume every waking moment of my life so I dont think its a problem.