accutane sucks man. No ammnt of acne is worth poising your body/brain for.
Figure out root cause of acne and attack it there. You'll be glad you did.
speaking from experience. - I took that stuff 10ish yrs ago and for months I wasn't 'myself'.. and when my cycle was done, I would break out again.
For me, my root cause was
1) using too much acne product
2) obsessing with how my skin looked
3) diet?
Now, i DGAF and don't get acne.
I wash my face with just water, don't stress out anymore, smile more, and eat a bit healthier (non gmo).
hope that helps bro