It's hard to lose those that we love not only because we will miss their pressence but also because it reminds us of our own mortality. Be wise. Be humble. Enjoy the time you have and take the time to tell friends and family you love them. Sorry to hear about your loss. Don't let his friend die in vain if you have something to learn from this...LEARN IT, grow and move foward.
I have been preaching this for a long time on here and no one listens. Alcohol, tobacco and a lot of perscription drugs are way more dangerous than roids. Our government is not truly concerned about our well being all they care about is money. That is the bottom line.