If you guys have not figured me out yet here is how it works.
When I am starting to build karma I get aggressive and go all in... and lose.
When I have jack shit for K I am more conservative and split my bets. I will win 1/2 or 2/3. Rarely do I go 2/2. When I finally do I get all excited and make an all in bet and I win!
That makes me think my luck has changed so I drop the hammer putting all my k on two bets.
This is when I get fucked.
I will usually win just one. Get a little depressed but I still have hope.
I will slowly chip away bringing my k back up only to feel good and go all in on two again.
When I do that I lose both every time.
See that way it completely crushes any bit of hope I have in life!