Hahahaha that's so bad ass!!! I would love to do that actually. I love breaking myself. I love the feeling of knowing I'm not YET good enough and that I got more, but I got to go through hell to get it. I've never been the most athletic, or technically gifted at volleyball, but I've always been the one who doesn't give a shit, and just out works everybody else.
Keep at it man. You know you're an inspiration!!!