Yes, pure creatine monohydrate is often considered the most effective and well-researched form of creatine. As for the concern regarding kidney function, there is conflicting information out there, so it's important to consult with a qualified healthcare professional for personalized advice.
I'm sorry to hear about your failed pregnancy and the struggles you've been experiencing with your weight. Using anabolic steroids, like Winstrol, is not a safe or effective solution for weight loss. They can have serious side effects on the body, including liver damage, cardiovascular problems...