Hey sugar pie!!! I'm fine, I've had some family/financial stuff that's got me so distracted that I can't get my head into the board. I let the Women's Forum know about it when things started up (I might send you a PM explaining in more detail).
Seriously, what I said about the dream journal. At the very least, come to me when you find them particularly disturbing. I could re-read the one you posted but the immediate message that hits me in the face is that you feel people, primarily personally but to a degree professionally, don't pay attention to you/respect you/listen to you.