lol chris!
Ariel please don't erase, i'm always interested in what you have to say. you can PM me like we used to if its better for you. sorry about your girl and the relationship not working out. it must be a little weird continuing on with u knowing its not going to last; okay maybe not weird- so are you feeling relieved or disheartened now that this revelation is clear to you?
i don't know about Derek, or me for that matter, i'm holding a part of me back, because in the back of my mind i'm thinking it wont work out and this way at least i wont be hurt overly much when its over. i can't seem to help feeling that, or wanting to form a protective shield around myself.....
lol @ so simple being so complicated. i'm PM ya later. early day tom. sweet dreams honey.