very sad...There is no exuse for not listening to your doctor. "find another doc" means "find someone else who will bullshit you and basically tell you what you want to hear" we see it all the time with the young dudes at 17 or 18 trying to get justification for someone telling them AAS use is ok at that age. When someone tells them its not they seek answers from someone else it is the same thing. I think addiction plays a big role in this kind of behavoir I know damn well I try and make exuses for my nasty habits, you tell yourself what you need to, to feel better....anyway my condolences to his family RIP bro