k now I understand, wish you would of said this to begin with.
rustilldown is hitting the nail on the head but I will go a step further and say that you have underlying problems, when you went on the test you felt great at first but once the blood levels reached peak levels your old problems came back.
the bottom line is you merely replaced your existing testosterone which was very very good. with replacement testosterone, so you are pretty much back to square 1 here.. in actuality at those dosages your test levels are gonna be sky high. this can actually create new problems for you. insomnia, high bp, aggression, etc. so now when the doc does new tests he is gonna try and cherry pick your results and this can be bad because of the dosages you are running.. in fact you will probably come in with some kidney strain and he will want to check your kidney's next, so really you should not have run those high dosages without informing him.
i would get off the test and run a PCT. and stay the hell away from this doctor.
and then i would find out why you are having your problems.. as rust said it can be due to stress, poor diet, lifestyle choices, drinking, not enough exercise, not feeling confident etc. pumping yourself full of testosterone won't make these underlying problems go away. your issues are definately not testosterone related with those numbers. i still can't believe this doc put you on HRT with those numbers, bet there are thousands of guys going on HRT for life when its totally not necessary.
and in conclusion once you find out your issues you should consider some natural supplements.. there are plenty out there that will help with feeling lethargic, also DIET DIET DIET.. a simple change of diet can fix many problems with the way you feel.