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Havent been on EF as much, because the last few days I've been feeling down, because of the girl on facebook that I met in person. As some of you know, she's 18 and in highschool, im 22, and we fooled around, she touched my penis, but wouldnt let me kiss her or go in her pants. At first I was just upset about that part.
But later I started thinking about her more, and realized that I may not get to see her again, as she is thinking about asking this one guy out pretty soon, and I was just a fool around buddy. I know men arent supposed to have emotions or feel down about this stuff, but it happened to me.
Seriously, like I cant get her off my mind, and I dont understand why, I think the only reason I'm attracted to her is because she grabbed my dick, we have nothing else in common really.
I dont know if I feel bad that I might not just get to kiss her, or if I feel bad because I like her but wont get to have her.
In either case, I regret what I did the other night, cuz its been on my mind and I've felt depressed about it the last few days. And now I'm no longer innocent or the virgin I used to be. I wasted it away, on a woman I wasnt even in a relationship with. I wonder if maybe sexual acts are special and should be saved for people who care for you, or else you get burned.
This girl doesnt want a relationship with me, and told me i didnt get hard enough the other day when she tried to give me a handjob the other day.
How is that supposed to make a man feel?
Anyways, I still may have a chance to kiss her and do more with her, as she said she'd be up for it when she has time if she doesnt hit it off with the guy at the dance she's going to on friday.
I'm confused. I wonder if I even should see her again, even if given another opportunity. I dont know if it would make me feel better or worse. And I only have limited time as the window of opportunity is closing very fast. I better hope she doesnt hit it off with the guy at the dance this friday, so maybe saturday we can hang out again. And both our parents will be around this weekend so it cant happen at either of our houses for 2 weeks.
But later I started thinking about her more, and realized that I may not get to see her again, as she is thinking about asking this one guy out pretty soon, and I was just a fool around buddy. I know men arent supposed to have emotions or feel down about this stuff, but it happened to me.
Seriously, like I cant get her off my mind, and I dont understand why, I think the only reason I'm attracted to her is because she grabbed my dick, we have nothing else in common really.I dont know if I feel bad that I might not just get to kiss her, or if I feel bad because I like her but wont get to have her.
In either case, I regret what I did the other night, cuz its been on my mind and I've felt depressed about it the last few days. And now I'm no longer innocent or the virgin I used to be. I wasted it away, on a woman I wasnt even in a relationship with. I wonder if maybe sexual acts are special and should be saved for people who care for you, or else you get burned.
This girl doesnt want a relationship with me, and told me i didnt get hard enough the other day when she tried to give me a handjob the other day.
How is that supposed to make a man feel?
Anyways, I still may have a chance to kiss her and do more with her, as she said she'd be up for it when she has time if she doesnt hit it off with the guy at the dance she's going to on friday.
I'm confused. I wonder if I even should see her again, even if given another opportunity. I dont know if it would make me feel better or worse. And I only have limited time as the window of opportunity is closing very fast. I better hope she doesnt hit it off with the guy at the dance this friday, so maybe saturday we can hang out again. And both our parents will be around this weekend
so it cant happen at either of our houses for 2 weeks.
