As I sit here, having everything resembling a plan collapse around me on this lousy Saturday night, irritation has creeped up on me and is begging to be vented, so KABOOM Im lettin her rip!

* the person Im always trying to catch up with to talk and spend time with (my sweetheart ) is always around at the times Im busy, heading to the gym or just cant get a free minute. Now I sit here and shes no where to be seen. Not her fault by any means, but the universe is punishing me perhaps.

* I usually get jammed up into working the weekend. Anytime Im off and home I like to watch V.I.P. late night, and its one of the same three fucking reruns everytime.

* I got a new pair of Clarks at the mall, I have a few pairs already, so I know right waht size I take. Buy em, and bounce. Get home, there are 11's in my size 12 box.

* people have been driving like jackasses all day, old people everywhere, doing 30mph in a 50mph zone. turning left from the left lane without geting in the turn lane. hitting theyre brakes at the green light JUST IN CASE IT TURNS RED WHILE THEYRE COMING UP ON IT!

* I hooked up with some people to go to the mall, and they procceded to bitch and moan and complain the entire time, totally wrecking my shopping vibe

* cool weather is coming and my mall trip rudely awoke me to the fact that short shorts and little tight shirts are gonna be heading for the closets

* its almost 2:00am, Im not tired and I dont have a god damn thing to do!

* I gotta take a whiz, and I dont feel like getting up.

... I dunno. I guess I feel a little better now. I'll check ICQ and mabye crack a leak, then Im playing it by ear...

Suttle dont you think?

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"hey my ego comes from years and years of dedicated work..while all u other assholes where out drinking and screwing i was in the gym" Mr. Muscle

"because I'm a genius" Sakuragi

"muscle failure... and one more." Some guy

I AM ETERNALLY FRUSTRATED BY THAT GIRL. WHO ASPIRES TO BE A HOE AS I FIND OUT TONIGHT. I'M NOT KIDDING. SHE SAID SHE WOULD PREFER TO BE 'SOMEBODY'S BITCH, AS LONG AS THEY BUY ME WHATEVER I WANT'. WELL, SHE'S ALREADY A BITCH SO I GUESS SHE'S HALFWAY THERE.

I'M SICK OF JACKING OFF. I HAVE THIS CONSTANT STRUGGLE ABOUT WHETHER I SHOULD GO OUT AND TRY TO GET LAID, DETRIMENTING MY PROGRESS IN THE GYM, OR STAY HOME AND GET BIGGER. WITH 3 EXCEPTIONS, GETTING BIGGER HAS ALWAYS WON. WHAT I NEED IS A HOE OF MY OWN TO CALL UPON FOR SEX ONLY.

I'M MAD 'CAUSE I DIDN'T TALK TO THAT DELICIOUS GIRL AT THE GYM.

I'M JUST PLAIN FUCKING MAD. AND TIRED, BUT I CAN'T GO TO BED YET 'CAUSE I STILL HAVE 800 MORE CALS TO CONSUME HOPEFULLY WITHOUT GAGGING AND/OR PUKING AGAIN.

I'M MAD 'CAUSE I DIDN'T HAVE MUCH OF A STRENGTH INCREASE ON DELT DAY TODAY. I WANTED TO DO 6 REPS, ONLY GOT 4.

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"Pain, is just weakness leaving your body"

"...damn you for not giving my TEST" - Metallica

"After this show i'll be fat and happy again.....If i make it to the show...." - Lee Priest

"Lets put some weight on the bar.." - Shawn Ray

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