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supraman Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 13) |
posted April 21, 2000 09:37 AM
 
I just lost the love of my life because of my ignorance of steroids. I just finished my first cycle and I let it control me. I was very irritable, rude, and agressive towards my girlfriend of three years. She kept warning me, but now its too late. Do not get me wrong the STEROIDS DID NOT do it...I let them do it. I abused them. The vets on here have posted many times that if your a newbie and don't know what your doing, research and do it when have a little knowledge and the mentality to handle them. I had neither! I have friends that are doing just fine on roids...not me...I have never been this depressed ever in my life! Is the withdrawl of roids that is making this depression so intense? I have a cycle left of primo, winny,and d-bol left and cant decide whether to take the roids or anti depressants. She's already gone so if I wanna do roids now I can. Then at the same time I think damn, "Have you not learned yet...sell the fucking gear and change your shit." I don't know......... IP: Logged |
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Ed O. Puss-Rexx Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 44) |
posted April 21, 2000 09:53 AM
It's very strange and very sad that you're immediately thinking about antidepressants and gear when you should be thinking about what's the cause of your depression, anxiety, and mood disorder. It seems to me that you're totally out of touch with yourself and that you do something -- analysis, therapy, mediation, religion, spirituality, yoga, WHATEVER -- to become more self-aware BEFORE you decide to medicate your mind or our body. Remember: Gear doesn't make people nuts. It just brings out the nuttiness that's already there. IP: Logged |
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Rich1 Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 139) |
posted April 21, 2000 10:10 AM
Hey bro, sorry to hear it, but what about post cycle drugs such as clomid, to get your nuts back on line and get your endogenic test factory up to speed? A sudden loss of exogenic test, with out your own test would account for depression..Get some clomid NOW if you don't already have it, take 300 mg on day one, then 100mg for 4 days then 50 mg everyday for 7 days, that should help, clomid is not a steroid, so don't worry about it being another 'roid. Plus clomid helps you keep your gains you made...Get some counciling if you need it. IP: Logged |
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too Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 10) |
posted April 21, 2000 10:21 AM
come on, stop crying, and take responcibility! if you cared for your girlfriend so much, you would have stopped, or controlled yourself, sometimes i get agressive, but konow i have to control myself in front of loved ones. IP: Logged |
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kosfer Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 158) |
posted April 21, 2000 12:40 PM
Give it some time and talk to her. I'm sure she'll understand. Right now she'll probably need time to straighten a few things up. Emotions don't dissapear just like that. If she loved you once its for ever. Don't let it take you under cause that's when you'll make the BIG mistakes. Do your cycle, I think it will help because this time she's not going to be around and you'll see things from a different point of view. Evaluate what went wrong and talk to her. But if you loose the battle in your head then its over. Find the strainght and convince yourself that she's going to come back and she will come back. Turn the situation FOR you not against you. Best of luck. PS I know she's going to come back. IP: Logged |
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supraman Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 13) |
posted April 21, 2000 02:25 PM
thanks for the encouragement kosfer IP: Logged |
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lexicon Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 51) |
posted April 21, 2000 02:29 PM
One thing you have to realize about ad's is that they are not something to take over an incident. When things happen such as breakups, deaths or plain bad incidents you are supposed to feel like shit. You take ad's when you feel like shit for a long period of time for no real apparent reason. If you don't really need them, do not get started. If you do, then they are great but only when used along with a doctor/psych. Also, they take about 2-4 weeks to start working, don't just make you feel happy. Give it some time. IP: Logged |
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Pokemon Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 21) |
posted April 21, 2000 02:45 PM
its the shitty things in life that happen now that makes you a better person tomorrow. live & learn bro IP: Logged |
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bstrong Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 117) |
posted April 21, 2000 02:45 PM
first let me tell u i know how your filling right now, i've just finishd similer cycle. and about being agressive, i've allmost killed someone, i've felt the andrenalin rushing and the only thing stoping me was the fact that i told myself that it's the roid talking not me. i've also felt like shit about a week or so after the cycle (didnt take clomid),so if u've stop in mid cycle and filling depressed try clomid,that might do it for u . IP: Logged |
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rampantito Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 11) |
posted April 21, 2000 02:55 PM
sorry to hear about the mrs mate same thing happened to me last year, dont go on antidepressants they fuk you worse, use some hcg to get your balls back online then dont go back on AS untill you're emotionally sorted, I went straight on another course and was up and down like a yo yo!!! felt like shit. Now I'm over it the gear gives me strength of mind not to think of her so much and keeps my test levels so high I'm always occupied prowling after other tarts at the club I bounce!!! viva AS , "RAMPANTITO!!!" IP: Logged |
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allwld Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 1) |
posted April 22, 2000 09:05 PM
Been there done that.Except I spent 11 hours in lockup for simple battery . Grabbed her by the throat and gave her the eyes. Caught my head and backed off. Too late. Dowtown!! Beleive it or not she did well by leaving instead of dragging it out like my ex did. When a woman wants to get back, there aint nothing like it. "OUCH",OOOCH EECH"!!! Stay away from the people who sometimes drive you to acts that they know will make you go ballistic. Like my gramps said, "D'ont shake that fence boy, they got a bad dog in there!" IP: Logged |
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bad brains Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 432) |
posted April 22, 2000 09:27 PM
I have felt your pain bro, not because of roids though, but stupidity on my behalf, but if a person loves you and truley loves you, they can't turn a swtich on or off to love. Give her some time, talk sensably to her and try to make her understand that you truley love her and the mistake you made won't happen again...and mean it bro. She will come back....mine did...I thank God often for giving me another chance with her. ------------------ IP: Logged |
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egoman Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 225) |
posted April 22, 2000 11:01 PM
sorry bro. but the key word here is control. blame it on roids blame it on the devil.suck it up and put the blame where it belongs.look in the mirror and have a long talk with that person and then get on with your life.keep bending the bar IP: Logged |
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Jay Z Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 79) |
posted April 23, 2000 12:52 PM
bro i remember when i was younger and i liked this girl...then all of a sudden she changed her mind...the following days i was deppressed but then i got back to normal. A few months later she wanted to come back, but I was through with her...Just remember there's plenty of girls out there. ------------------ IP: Logged |
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deltman Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 324) |
posted April 24, 2000 08:46 PM
Hey Bro, I understand where you're coming from. Try to focus on yourself right now, and let time take it's course. She probably just needs some time man. Hang in there. deltman ------------------ IP: Logged |
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