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Elite Bodybuilder Posts: 754 |
Well I got my liscense Friday. My moms car is in the shop so now she has to drive mine. Damnit, 16 years of waiting and now her fucking car is in the shop. I have been so depressed lately about everything, about life in general. I was hysterical tonight and my mom would not even listen to me which makes it worse. I feel like I have no one I can turn to except my dad in Florida. I called him up at 11:30 pm his time and talked to him. I think I am going to move down there with him becuase I simply cannot take anymore shit. Its not just the car and not being able to drive, its everything that goes on...the way mom treats me. I have no other family here and i often times feel alone. I am supposed to go for phsyciatry tomorrow, I will be pissed if they try to lock me up or something. I told my dad that it means alot htat I get to the gym. He works at a hospital that has a gym in it so I can workout there. I am going to call and see what it has as far as freeweights. I am also going to see if my grandma can provide me with a car why i'm down there. Its a part of florida that is hot as hell and hard to find work, plus the fact that I will not have a vehicle. That is why I will have to see if my grandma can get me one and maybe I will pay her back. Life is so damn confusing for me right now, I've been so suicidal lately, it seems as though the only person who listens to me is 600 miles away. I can't wait to get down there. Sorry for the bitching and bad grammar but please help me out. ------------------ | ||
Pro Bodybuilder Posts: 455 |
What part of Florida? I just got home a few days ago from West Palm Beach, spent two weeks there. I'm thinking of moving there myself. Actually, I'm almost positive that I'm going to, but not for a few months. | ||
Elite Bodybuilder Posts: 754 |
Highland County, somewhat close to Orlando. I believe its Central Florida. | ||
Elite Bodybuilder Posts: 1467 |
Garza, hang in there. Life is tough at any age but even tougher at 16. Do what you think is best for you and always keep that attitude. Florida is great for folks your age and even for folks much older than you. I live in Orlando and it lacks culture but its still a great place to live. Hang tough and always keep in mind you ahve friends here on this board to listen and assist. peace | ||
Elite Bodybuilder Posts: 754 |
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Amateur Bodybuilder Posts: 256 |
It does sound rural, away from the fresh money city area's. | ||
Elite Bodybuilder Posts: 754 |
I woke up this morning with a cold again. I told my mom i was not going to school. She said that if I don't I have to see a psychiatrist for depression. As you can see I did not go and do not regret it. I called dad last night and I am moving there as I said. My mother may try to fight to keep me here, which would be stupid. Dad is friends with a good attorney, etc etc so I will get down there. Shit SHIT SHIT I HATE LIFE. At least once I get there I will be able to go to a gym. If not I'd have nothing to live for. Life is shit. I don't know if I'll be posting on here much anymore. I will probably read posts but I dont expect to post as much as usual | ||
Cool Novice Posts: 32 |
sounds like some severe depression.. I been there give zoloft or prozac a try.. it is all a chemical imbalance . it is unreal how that shit works!!! | ||
Elite Bodybuilder Posts: 754 |
Dad if calling my mom tomorrow afternoon to workout the day that He is to fly down here and move me out. She is allegedly giving me the car that she was goign to let me have, my dad will fly here and drive back to florida in my car. It is an old 89 celebrity but it runs good. If she does give me that then it will be alot easier, I will be able to have a job. Its hard to find a good job down there that pays good but I'm sure I can find a lot of minimum wage work which is all a kid my age can hope for. It may be hard for a lot of you to understand. Our money has always seemed to be tight mainly becuase my parents are split up. Wish me the best in the gym at school and abroad. |
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