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 reality has set in.... mad is now SAD!
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Elite Bodybuilder 
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well, i have not spoke with "djane" in 2 days... and i went out tonight for the first time with my buddies since i have been back in the motor city... i saw some hot chicks, but i have no ambition to even speak to one... when i drive around i realize i lost a lot by moving back here, but i dont regret the move. i regret the thoughts i have... like "i wasted my time", or "i'm not good enough for her to compromise"... shit like that. fortunately, i may be sad but i am positive i did the right thing by coming back here... i also think i did the right thing by ending the relationship... if i am gonna have a girlfriend, i want one that i can actually see and touch and hold. i dont want to date a phone or my keypad... its lonely, its sad... but oh well... a lot of you have went through it... a lot of you wish you had married someone you dated but just didnt work out with.... so, i jump on the ship,... same boat...     | ||
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Guru 
Posts: 2028 |
hey bro, keep your head up. at least you are comfortable in your decision, time will help. ive never been in that boat, but thats my own fault. i envy you for at least having loved and lost....im on that other boat. peace ------------------ | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 870 |
i was on your boat... i jumped ship... i never let anyone get too close or me too close to them because i knew they werent right for me... this one actually put up with me... (and as many can guess from my posts, thats a lot to be said considering i hold nothing back). not sure if i would have been better off not knowing her... its a possibility since now i will always have that "what if"... sleep is good... i will get some now! | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 771 |
are you gonna take it out on eminem? | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 870 |
nope... gonna take my hatred for that pathetic piece of shit out on him... federov and chelios were at the bar last night, so i at least know i went somewhere the "stars" of detroit go.... oh SLIIIIIMMMM come out and play. | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder 
Posts: 89 |
try to remember more of the positives than the negatives. maybe someday you can look back on nashville and smile. | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 93 |
Mad I think in the end it was for the best. I bet I can tell ya what bar you were at when you saw Fedorv and chelios.... The post fendale!!!!! AMI right??? | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 870 |
no sir... it was tiki bobs in pontiac... you GOTTA go there... fuckin whores up on the tables dancing... damn, my buddy was having sex with one... she didnt know it, but he was... in his mind of course... djane... the good things are obviously gone. i have memories... SWEEEEEET... this counts as talking... so your now banned from my thread [This message has been edited by madbomber31 (edited January 28, 2001).] | ||
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Guru
Posts: 2870 |
So how is dating your hands working out? You'll get better dude, give it time. ------------------ | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 870 |
my hands are boring! what sucks is the fact that my dreams now consist of her dating hillbilly rednecks... last nights was just a bit whacky. fortunately the dog stepped on me and woke my ass up... unfortunately i had to get up anyway for work...... that superbowl drained me, it took all excitement out of life. | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 1026 |
mad...give it time. you are in the healing process and before you know it, you're going to have your confidence back and you'll be back dating a bunch of women and running your shit. you'll find one that makes you every bit as happy djane did and you'll be a happy camper again. take care and keep yo' head up. oh and get your ass in the gym. | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 625 |
The Superbowl drained me too. It was like a dagger through the heart. To make it worse, the Giants have a brutal schedule next year. I think the Eagles have good chance to make it into the playoffs next year, and the Redskins have a real good chance of going to the Superbowl next year. O, how I hate the Redskins. | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 870 |
i dont have the schedule handy, but the nfc east as a hole has a brutal one... i recall the eagles getting the rams and the vikings among others.. the leads me to say "if the eagles make the playoffs.... superbowl".... i'm in the gym already, cant quit that... the rest of my solace is taken in movies... i watch movie after movie, seeing how the playstation 2 is just a dvd since the games suck. not sure how long this is gonna take to heal. i am dying to call her now and speak my mind, which i must say i have NOT done yet, at least not in its entirity. |
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posted January 28, 2001 02:56 AM
