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Elite Bodybuilder 
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I've been on test cyp for about 7-8 weeks now... I was planning on a long cycle but I just don't know if I can make it. My nerves are fucked up.. I feel weird all the time.. Like paranoid and very emotional. I don't know what it is... Alot of times I experience anger that is almost uncontrollable. I get pissed off very easy. I also have alot of body aches. So far the highest i've gone is 1,000mg/week. I also have this terrible paranoia that im getting fat, i've never been like this before... im like a fucking woman!!! I look in the mirror and check my fat everyday because it worries me so much...... BTW, im 233lbs up from about 218lbs, not holding much water.. strong as hell, the pumps are great.. but i feel like SHIT!!! anyone else get this way? [This message has been edited by Spunky (edited December 07, 2000).]     | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder 
Posts: 129 |
shit switch to a lesser potent drug like primobolan, just bridge for a while, with little amounts of test. | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 116 |
Do you get like this about the same time each month? hmmm... Maybe thats too much test for you bro. ------------------ | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 1008 |
never been this way before.. i felt great when i was on dbol. I feel out of control sometimes on test. Especially when im driving and someone cuts me off or goes to slow... damn, i really have to try hard to not go off the deep end alot of the time. | ||
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Pro Bodybuilder 
Posts: 530 |
What antiestrogens are you using? Arimidex would probably be best, that way you would at least always be angry instead of altnating anger with womanhood. Seriously, back it off a bit. Few are the people who won't grow on less than what you are using. Sleep deprivation probably isn't helping. Good luck bro. Peace! ------------------ | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 1008 |
Im using clomid. Yea i forgot to mention i have trouble falling asleep and I wake up 3-4 times everynight. Not sure why.. that just started last week. I think im gonna cut back to 600mg/week and taper down to 200mg/week for the last week or 2 then get some EQ and use some light doses of it to bridge.... if i can make it that long w/o being committed to a loony bin. | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 216 |
I believe your high levels of test are raising your estrogen levels to high- this is a fuction of homeostasis- the body attempts to keep the levels in the same proportions as when your not juicing- that means greatly increased estrogen levels and the sides that go with it-tomo | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 139 |
Spunky, What happened with the aneurism bro, obviously you're still alive and kicking. I personally am a hypocondriak when I'm on bro, I swear I have 3 heart attacks a day, and on a really bad day I have a stroke. Somedays I feel like the world's biggest puss, and then I go to the gym, and I realize I'm not. It's good to monitor yourself,and keep aware of any potential problems, but I feel that I'm just a little oversensitive.. ------------------ | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 1008 |
rocco.. turned out not to be an aneurism. I guess it came from the high BP. But nothing showed up in the scan. I found out that if I do a light warm up at the beginning of my workout for 20mins and get my body good and hot then my head doesn't hurt........ i think its caused by a rapid increase in blood pressure. Doc's didn't find a thing tho. I had a bad sinus infection, but I've gotten rid of that and it still hurts if my BP goes too high too fast. | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 139 |
I'm glad to hear that buddy, when I read that post my heart stopped. That is some scary shit. I watched my neighbor die from an aneurism. I figured you were allright, you were on the board the next day talking about something else. Anyway, glad to hear your ok bro.. ------------------ | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 735 |
Hey Spunk- doesnt sound like your having too much fun bro. YOu ended up going to the doc and the head pains? What did you figure it out to be, rapid increases in BP? The things your talking about right now is kinda how I felt after doing a short 2 week cycle with fina transdermally and didnt use clomid at the end. I didnt figure I needed it, but it fucked me up bad too. Nicely suppressed my test. I felt like you did. Try getting something to calm you like some KavaKava. I've never tried it but heard it helps. | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 638 |
I dont get gyno from Test. but the mood swings yes. Thats when I use some Nolvadex and it helps. | ||
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Pro Bodybuilder
Posts: 427 |
Bro you need to learn to control the anger. As for the emotional sh*t, it's the clomid. When I'm on it I get it as well. I can be driving along and song will come on the radio that makes me wanna cry. Then I well up and think to myself WTF you sad b*st*rd! Then some tw*t will cut me up and I'll wanna kill them. I'll be watching TV and sh*t will set me off feeling all sad, half the time it isn't even really soppy stuff at all and my G/f will be sat there normal. | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 1008 |
I do control the anger but its getting to the point where i feel like im gonna blow up one day....... | ||
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Pro Bodybuilder
Posts: 427 |
Then when you're training make sure you release as much anger as possible. Scream like f*ck on your last reps and don't worry what anybody else says. When you're not in the gym, learn to take deep breaths to relax or get a punch bag. | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 1008 |
Im not one to scream loud when im working out.. but.. i do the deep breath thing. I have to do that whenever my temper gets really bad.. it helps until I can calm down. | ||
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Cool Novice 
Posts: 16 |
Spunky, Try cutting down your dosage a little and see if you can handle it better. I've found that the most test I can take and still feel good, sleep well, etc., is 600mgs a week. I'll tell you what, my gains are just as good at that dosage sleeping 8 hrs. a night, as they are taking a gram and not sleeping. powerlifter |
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posted December 07, 2000 08:58 PM