I really hate doing this cause I come out looking like the asshole that I am.

Source came through.

He couldn't email because he physically can't do that now. REceived an email from someone close to him. The guy has had a horrible personal crisis.

You all go ahead and flame the shit outta me. I've earned it.

If you all believe in God then I want to ask you to say a prayer for this source. Pray that he has a FULL and speedy recovery.

All you newbies need to learn from this what I have. Shit happens and you gotta be patient. I am so glad for all the flames and advice from my original post. It kept me from fucking up this guys rep.

I really hated writing this post but a man has got to be able to admit when he is wrong. And boy was I wrong.

I really don't know what more to say. I have been kicking myself since reading my email today. Here I am healthy and whining while some poor guy is going through the toughest shit in his life.

My sincere apologies to him and his.