posted June 29, 2000 07:52 PM            

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Hey Bros this is my first ever cycle at 39 yrs old.I am doing D-bol (Bulgarian)and Primo.I have been feeling very anxious and uptight,short tempered.I also feel strong and full of energy.I get highs and lows emotionally.Is this normal and how do you guys deal with it?My wife is wondering whats up with me,she is totally anti weight training and of course steroids.
Chino

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posted June 29, 2000 07:58 PM            

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Don't sweat it, just normal shit. Once you get more used to it you'll control it better. Just tell the wife your stressed from work or something. Keep pumpin.

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posted June 29, 2000 08:01 PM            

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Thats what I told her Karate and shes taking the bait.Thanks for the info.

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posted June 29, 2000 08:04 PM            

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I hear you Chino. It's no fun hiding from you r wife.

I just told my girlfriend of 6 years that I will be using Roids and she moved out on me within a week.

Thing is I have done 3 cycles before but hid it from her.

I decided that I must tell her the truth because I got sick of lying. You will to.

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posted June 29, 2000 08:15 PM         

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My philosiphy is that Roid Rage is just an excuse for an asshole to be an even bigger asshole.

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posted June 29, 2000 08:18 PM            

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I hear you ajc but you got to admit that it makes you more aggressive. C'mon!

You just have to learn to live with it. I am very intravert (keep to myself) but on roids I am more extravert.

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posted June 29, 2000 08:19 PM         

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Yeah my ability to take shit goes way down, but I handle it very well because I seem to be more confident.

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posted June 29, 2000 08:20 PM            

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that isnt true at all. The genetics lab i work at injects mice with all kinds of shit to see the reaction of tumors. anyway the ones injected with test kill each other at a rate almost 3times that of the rest of the mice. That is alot of difference.

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posted June 29, 2000 08:25 PM         

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Mice can be assholes too. I used to have to feed them to my snake.

Seriously though - Mice are mice. We should know better.

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posted June 29, 2000 08:32 PM            

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Me personally,i've never experienced roidrage and i've done my share of heavy cycles.I really don't see how someone with any will power at all can just blow their top and not be able to step back and say hey,i need to calm my ass down.I'm short tempered without drugs but roids hasn't made me any worse.

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posted June 29, 2000 08:48 PM            

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I am not into lying either,it sucks and I am definately not into being an asshole either ,I have always treated all people with respect,I am just relating the different way that I noticeably feel.Its like I have these pent up feelings since the cycle began.I think its just a different energy that I've never felt before.

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posted June 29, 2000 08:55 PM         

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I've got a partner that is naturally agressive and one strong/tough sob for 170lbs and he's on his 1st cycle. I told him that everything he's on is not the stuff that causes "roid rage"...He's been on Sust and Deca for 3 weeks and hasn't had any problems.

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posted June 29, 2000 09:16 PM            

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if you compare yourself to lab mice, you ARE an asshole.

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posted June 29, 2000 11:29 PM            

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look its a matter of time before you blow up, that agressive feeling is gonna turn to action when someone really tries to get on your last nerve and you are gonna jump down someones throat, look everyone is different, but I know I get pissed, and impatient. Hey if your wife is anti=AS, then you better not let her find out because those kind of people dont reason or connect with the AS use well at all, look at our government, just like the assholes who outlawed marijuana, good luck but one day you gonna blow, because that feeling you got is gonna make your head erupt one day.

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posted June 30, 2000 01:25 AM         

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You have to tell yourself to be extra careful when you're on. I just tell myself no matter what I won't blow up.

I know- It's NOT easy. I grew up in a decent middle class family in the suburbs and still wound up with 3 assault charges by the time I was 16 and have always had a short temper.

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posted June 30, 2000 01:58 AM            

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I am on the board with my boyfriend - who is a competitive Bodybuilder and uses - he does get roid rages! HELLO! And, no, I don't like the fact that he uses - but it is a part of what he does - and that is a part of him, and I love him very much and support him in whatever he decides!!! Chino - DO NOT LIE to your wife!! 1) Likes it or not, if she loves you, she will support you. 2) If she finds out later - then the trust is gone and there are two reasons to leave you over something small. Be HONEST - and try to control as much as possible.

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posted June 30, 2000 02:05 AM            

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I am on the board with my boyfriend - who is a competitive Bodybuilder and uses - he does get roid rages! HELLO! And, no, I don't like the fact that he uses - but it is a part of what he does - and that is a part of him, and I love him very much and support him in whatever he decides!!! Chino - DO NOT LIE to your wife!! 1) Likes it or not, if she loves you, she will support you. 2) If she finds out later - then the trust is gone and there are two reasons to leave you over something small. Be HONEST - and try to control as much as possible.hey chino this is the boyfriend my advice to you is, try to be conscious of the fact that you are on because whether you like it or not this is a side effect . so try to control it as much as possible . good luck get big and hard

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posted June 30, 2000 07:19 PM            

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When on I am alot more agressive but I keep it in me.

I play a little game and act like everything is normal. Just don't erupt. Be careful.

It was a lot easier just living with my girl cause the appartment is quiet and such.

Living with my parents and my little whining 17 year old brother. That was hard. At that age they are such little assholes. Now he is going on 20 and we get along much better.

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posted June 30, 2000 09:08 PM         

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I lied to my girl for the longest time about it and when I finally told...(I had to) she felt very decieved and felt as if I could not trust her or something, and then she definately felt like she could not trust me. She didn't like that I had done it but she wasn't half as mad about that as she was about me lying to her. Be honest with her...get some nuts and take the blow. I wish I had. I am still trying to regain her trust.

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posted June 30, 2000 09:12 PM            

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Curious you are lucky.

My six year girlfriend just dumped me when I told her.

But I love her and felt that she deserved the truth.

Now she told her Dad and will tell everyone. That suck's!

Now if I have a juicer reputation I have to proove that I am worthy and show them what a freak looks like

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