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flossin1 Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 141) |
posted June 26, 2000 08:43 PM
 
THIS IS MY 4th CYCLE BUT MY FIRST CUTTING CYCLE AND I HAVE NEVER HAD SO MUCH RAGE AND ANGER IN MY LIFE. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO MAINTAIN. I HAVE A NATURAL ANGER PROBLEM. BUT THIS WINNY IS MAKING WANT TO KILL!!! I'M CURENTLY TAKING 30MGS ED OF WINNY TABS. I LOVE THE RESULTS.LEAN,HARD,VASCULAR. NEXT WEEK I'M JUMPING UP TO 50MGS ED STANZANOL. AND I,LL PROBALLY END UP RUNNING SOME POOR BASTARD DOWN IN MY CAR. THE ONLY THING THAT CAN CONTROL MY INCREASING ANGER IS PAINKILLERS(VICODIN,OXYCONTIN)BUT I AM PROBALY GOING TO BECOME ADDICTED TOO EASILY..BECAUSE I GET A TOTAL FEELING OF CONTINTMENT AND WELLBEING...ANY SUGGESTIONS??? ------------------ IP: Logged |
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moe dank Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 990) |
posted June 26, 2000 08:51 PM
It is all mental bro. Sure the raised test levels are going to add anger, but how you deal with it in your head is what is going to get you through it without beating some poor bastard half to death. "there is a reason to hit everybody, your just not supposed to do it. There is a reason to kick an old man down a flight a steps, just dont do it." chris rock. ------------------ IP: Logged |
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Kahn Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 505) |
posted June 26, 2000 08:58 PM
Don't forget, its a drug and you control it, it doesn't control you. Your cycles will end in the slam. Know its drug induced and probably not worth thinking about. I try to think about something completely away from what got me pissed. Try thinking about the next workout details IP: Logged |
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flossin1 Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 141) |
posted June 26, 2000 09:11 PM
FEELS LIKE A CONSTANT ANNOYING HUMM IN THE BACK OF MY BRAIN!! IP: Logged |
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Marauder Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 536) |
posted June 26, 2000 09:56 PM
yep...been there, done that...done the time. I'll tell you an uncontrollable situation...being in a titty bar...You have your blown up sex drive....coupled with a lot of drunks you'd like to hurt....damn...talk about a playland! marauder out. ------------------ IP: Logged |
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Bossman Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 279) |
posted June 26, 2000 10:23 PM
It's all about a state of mind man. Take it easy with the pain killers. They're great, I can get them for nothing, I have a good friend who is a pharmacist. I use to take them to put me to sleep. They're addictive as hell, and very tough on the liver. So combining them with AS is prob not a good idea. --------- Bossman IP: Logged |
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Kahn Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 505) |
posted June 26, 2000 10:58 PM
Forgot...One of the things I used to keep in mind was: if you want to be a man, stand there and take it and don't do shit. Sounds dumb, but if you want to be bad, be bad with yourself. That way, no other person is going to punk you into fucking yourself. IP: Logged |
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Curious Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 217) |
posted June 26, 2000 11:06 PM
People that get pissed off and start beating the shit out of someone don't scare me...they look stupid. The big bastard who is sitting in the back who just looks at you like he could kick your ass if he wanted to but doesn't twitch and just sits there and grins is the one that scares the shit out of me. They know they are tough and so does everyone else---because they ooze confidence. Remember that and you will survive another day. ------------------ IP: Logged |
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2112 Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 14) |
posted June 26, 2000 11:10 PM
First off I have a friend that just detoxed of hydrocodone, the active ingredient in those pain pills. DO NOT CONTINUE WITH THOSE!!!!!He said his doctors claimed it to be as bad as heroin to come off of. NO SHIT. If you can take anything else do, of course nothing is better though. OK good luck with that part and something that has worked for me in the past is keeping myself fed constantly. For me hunger is directly related to rage. Eating small bits of food throughout the day keeps me cool. IP: Logged |
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jersey boy Amateur Bodybuilder (Total posts: 78) |
posted June 27, 2000 12:10 AM
Can't we all just get along?
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Eramthgin Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 375) |
posted June 27, 2000 12:49 AM
Comon the answer is easy. Get control of your self. ------------------ If you enjoy it today you can always do it again tomorrow. IP: Logged |
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ItalianSweetness Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 312) |
posted June 27, 2000 12:40 PM
maurader - had the same problem in a titty bar .....had to leave because i simply couldn't control myself any longer. I was about 10 seconds away from telling one of the strippers to suk my dick in the lap dance room or i'd fukin go nuts!!!!! IP: Logged |
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Pup'nIrn Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 144) |
posted June 27, 2000 12:43 PM
Have you ever dieted on gear before? If not, that could be a very big factor in this. 30mg eod is very low to be in that state of mind. IP: Logged |
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MiracleMan Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 127) |
posted June 27, 2000 12:46 PM
Take control of your emotions. You must be having personal problems in your life. get them strighten out and get control. IP: Logged |
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