GEORGE SPELLWIN'S ANNOUNCEMENTS
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The_Blond_Myth Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 226) |
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() I am so touched that so many people took the time to write so much. I have always felt that I am nothing, because that was made very clear to me by some kid in grade school. I am glad that all of u guys, that don't even really know me are willing to help me out. I'm not reaching to juice as an escape, I would be doing the same thing if I had a girl I loved. I always try to help out on the board, I have spent the last year using, reading, and learning about steroids. They are so wonderful, I want to go into the gym and start banging out some deadlifts with muscles popping out every which way, and people look at me like "my god, that guy is a force of nature" My mom recently told me that she says I act like I am confident and have good self esteem and self worth, but it is just that, an act. It is true, how I act on the outside and feel on the inside are two totally different things. I don't really want to take an antidepressant because I am so used to being pissed off deep down inside, and I feed off that when I train. I guess I don't want to wake up and be happy unless I have a good reason to be. By the way, so this thread has something relating to anabolics in it, my next bulk cycle will start in two weeks, as soon as I get my check and buy my gear. I am doing a 10 week cycle of 1,000mg per week of enthalate, and D-bol for the first 5 weeks at 40mg per day. Right afterwards I am jumping onto winny or fina along with T3 to cut up and shed some fat. LP IP: Logged |
bignate73 Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 786) |
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() bro, let go of all the past shit. its just baggage, judge yourself on what YOU know. not what someone else had said. we all know this feeling. you just dont hear that side from alot of us, or it never comes out. everyone keeps something bottled up. if you really turn it over a few times in your head it'll become silly to you and you'll let it go. trust me, i had alot of time on my hands in the military and it allowed me to set alot of things straight in my head. and to finish off....looks like a good cycle. just make sure you are ready for it first. IP: Logged |
bench Pro Bodybuilder (Total posts: 131) |
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() bump what Big Nate said. Someday when your sitting around the dinner table with you wife and your kids you'll look back and thank God that she left you because you would have never met the true love of your life. I think Garth Brooks says it best when he sings "Unanswered Prayers" IP: Logged |
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