posted May 27, 2000 09:43 AM            

And when I return home, driving my new SAAB (listening to the Alpine stereo system), spending time between my country house and my city apartment -- all bought and paid for. And, of course, living part of my life on the Internet - like most people will in five years.

And cherishing, never forgetting those who've helped me along the way: Former bosses who should have kicked my ass but instead let me get a hell of a lot of experience and grow; ex-wives (yes, two) and former girlfriends who helped me learn more about myself; employees/subordinates I've had who gave 110% and never let me down; intelligent, good people whom I've met and gotten to know via the Internet; and customers to whom I've given good service.

Sorry for the lengthy reply. It's just that now, at age 42 I've finally started thinking about this. I don't think it's a mid-life crisis, just finally a realization.

Sure, it's a standard interview question, "Where do you plan to be in five years?" But I've never had standard jobs, have always been hand picked for whatever military, government, or organizational job, or just started my own business (and still not answering that question). It's a good question.

Before, everyday was just the first day of the rest of my life. It's important to plan. No, I'll never compete as a BB or a weightlifter. I just want to look my best.

Geez, this makes me want to call my parents now and say, "Thanks, Mom and Dad, it wasn't easy I know, but I appreciate the values you instilled in me and all your support and encouragement."

I'll stop now. I think I'm gonna cry.

posted May 27, 2000 10:47 AM            

"Don't doubt me, cause it only makes me stronger" -Marvin Hagler

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"The days nobody else goes to the gym
are the days you should work the hardest!"