posted May 11, 2000 01:59 PM            

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I've only been on Sustanon for a few weeks now... but for the love of God... my aggression level is through the roof. Normally... something that just annoys me... is making me wanna explode. I feel like I wanna break shit most of the time.
My x says anything at all to piss me off... and I can barely control myself. I wanna put my foot through her TV, or my fist through a wall.
I can seriously barely keep myself from going berserk. I write this now, because she just shit on me again when it comes to my kids... and it's all I can do to keep from tearin' something apart... or finding someone to beat the shit out of.
Is there anything I can take? Or should I just watch the old Kung-Fu reruns and learn how Grasshopper learned peace of mind?

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posted May 11, 2000 02:02 PM            

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Whether you are on AS or not, women always find a way to piss you off... :-)

Find a competitive outlet, like pickup basketball, softball or something.

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posted May 11, 2000 02:06 PM            

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DONT WORRY ABOUT IT.....I HAVENT JUICED AND I WANNA KILL EVERYONE TOO.

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posted May 11, 2000 02:08 PM            

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I feel your pain......along with the sust pain in my ass!! I'm shooting a sust 250 every other day and things that were once just annoying are enough to make me snap. Rush hour traffic is always fun.

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posted May 11, 2000 02:11 PM            

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I wrestle professionally... or semi pro. Not on tv or anything yet. And it's a good letout. But I can't explain it... it's like this rage. Almost like claustrophobia in a way. Anyone else know what I mean? It's like this anger that doesn't go away... and then when something actually pisses me off... watch the fuck out, 'cause I'm gonna blow.

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posted May 11, 2000 02:21 PM            

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hey dude I can relate. Every night with my lady. I am missing a few doors in my house. Beat the shit out of them. I still don't have a way to controll whether I'm on or off.
Just feel backed into a corner sometimes. I was going to buy a heavy bag, but I need to let the world know how pissed I am when I get angry so I figured I wouldn't even use it. I live on the beach in florida so sometimes I just go jump into the gulf.Well good luck. If you come up with something other then Zen Medatation crap let me know.

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posted May 11, 2000 02:28 PM            

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Go workout.

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posted May 11, 2000 02:37 PM         

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Whatever happened to CRAZY?

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posted May 11, 2000 02:38 PM         

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>I WANNA KILL EVERYONE!!! Could this >be "roid rage"?

Could you came in my city and start from here?

please, please......

Cheers
Ahka

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posted May 11, 2000 02:44 PM         

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i have been gettung those feelings lately aswell...i knew the fina/stenox combo would do it but i like the results

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posted May 11, 2000 02:54 PM            

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I like the watching reruns of kungfu idea hahahaha...... Like I said in the C&C board, its the sustanon devil talking to ya..

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posted May 11, 2000 02:56 PM         

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I am currently on 750mg sust week & eq & dbol. When I goto bed my wife often tosses & turns in her sleep. Well, this shit annoys me to no end. So she says I flip out on her every night. Putting a strain on us, so I have been sleeping on couch!
But then there are the assholes on the road! I am surprised I haven't blown a gasket yet because my blood pressure has got to go through the roof during those times!

I can now relate people nuts out there in the world!

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posted May 11, 2000 03:01 PM            

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yeah ... ive felt like ive wanted to kill everyone but by the time i got the plans and enough plutonium to do the job the feeling had passed.....
.....I seldom get worked up about anything but when I get really pissed and about to do something stupid... I ask myself is this the juice that is making me overact....my answer is usually "fuck it" and I do something stupid anyway

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posted May 11, 2000 03:06 PM            

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Yeah, I know what you mean...for no reason i've been ill as hell today, I also find myself talking really loud about the things that are pissing me off ( most of which are trivial), I can't even hardly force a smile to my girl...I feel like I'm trapped inside my body...Lifting weights just gets me tired, but a few hours later i'll be feeling this shit again...It just happens sometimes, i don'yt know, just glad I'm not the only one...Marauder out.

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posted May 11, 2000 03:25 PM            

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The good thing is... I bust ass bigtime in the gym. But it sucks the rest of the day... because I wanna beat the shit out of my boss... my lame ass coworkers who ask me for training and diet tips all day... the fuckers on the road... you name it. It's wild. I haven't completely flipped yet. And I haven't lashed out and dusted anyone... but I keep feeling like I'm gonna snap.
Kinda cool.

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posted May 11, 2000 03:28 PM         

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The world actually IS full of bastard lazy lying assholes, and much of the time you are zombied out like the rest of them. When you are immersed in it, it is very hard to resist the temptation to be a tv watching law abiding zombie. When on the stuff, I can see through all this fake crap almost immediately, and I demand the truth. I want to argue and fight with everyone, because all the fake ass shit everwhere begs for it. Look people, to chill myself out I go to this crazy night club and dance my ass off for like 5 hours or so. No drinking, just the exercise and the screaming and the fucking great sound system. It is a really rude place, and chicks end up smacking me, and I get into scrapes, and I have been thrown out of there several times. But, I love it, because it is real. Then traffic and little shit doesn't bug me so much. Go dancing and a heavy metal club. Its fun.

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posted May 11, 2000 04:23 PM            

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hey bro's, i'm back and thank god you guys are with me on wanting to destroy everything that walks...i borrowed my buddies laptop computer for a school project, got done with it, accidentally erased it, slammed this $2500.00 computer to the floor, ran out of my apartment and kicked in this dudes car door. it just so happened to be the car door of my baby's mom new boyfriend.! try that out.....kill em' all!!!!!

GET HUGE AND DROP BOMBS!!!!!

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posted May 11, 2000 04:39 PM            

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I've only been on sos for 3 weeks . This week I have gottn' in about 8 fights a day with my girl. Everything from the way she dresses to being a lazy ass couch terd that wont clean a damn thing up while I work all day. I kicked her out yesterday, she called to work things out last night, came home, and today the same old shit. I think shes going to get the boot again tonight, for good ! POUNDS vs WOMEN ? Fuck it ! I say pounds !

Oh, and yes that traffic sux ass !

They can all eat my 8===>

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posted May 11, 2000 04:39 PM            

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BIG BROTHER VAL MAYBE AFTER YOU WORKOUT,YOU SHOULD HIT THE HEAVY BAG FOR AWHILE. THAT WILL HELP THE STRESS, OR TEMPER HOPEFULLY.

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posted May 11, 2000 05:39 PM            

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Take it out on the weights my friends, thats what i do.I used to go off about little things and get pissed off at work and shit and come home and take it out on my girl.She must have been really miserable, but i realized she's stuck with me through it all when nobody else did. All i'm saying is 'roid rage is bullshit, get some self-control.You can't let the drug be stronger than you are, or in the end your going to get fucked.

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posted May 11, 2000 05:39 PM            

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Amen, Hardball....... Amen.
I'm a hostile bastard anyway. This just intensifies it. Kinda like a constant challenge not to snap. Just like the Incredible Hulk....

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posted May 11, 2000 06:45 PM            

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1st let me tell u i hear u, i'm usually a verry cool dude, but last cycle (i think it was the dbol) i wasn't that far away from killing a 'lil fucker. i mean every muscle in my body was twiching and twisting, it was like getting electric shocks runing in my body, great andrenaline rush.

the only thing that cept that lil piece o nothing alive is the fact i kept telling my self that if i do kill him i'd never now if it was really me or the juice.

any way next day i had great work out replaying it in my head- so u see, roid rage could be great in the gym.

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posted May 11, 2000 06:55 PM            

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AHKA that is funny shit.

Bro the best advise i can give is the world is full of assholes and i for one am one of the best. If you cant beatem joinem. I know the rage you feel and there isnt anything that will really help it that I have found.

I dont think it is for everybody, but i smoke a joint before i explode. For me it take EVERY angery feeling away.

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posted May 11, 2000 10:28 PM            

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Ahh, roid rage...Once, when I made the starting line-up for ESU, I ran out into the parking lot and put my head through a Ford Explorer (lol)! No, do what I do, buy a heavy bag and hang it in the garage...go out there and completely go to town. Do 12 rounds of three minutes with one minute rest in between, like a boxing match. This helps. I love being aggressive and even being an asshole sometimes, but don't give cops, spouses, or the public in general a reason to demonize steroids even more. Don't be a statistic!

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posted May 11, 2000 10:37 PM            

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when you feel like that go lift

take advantage of it

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posted May 11, 2000 10:44 PM            

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Hell yeah roid rage!!! I swear sometimes when I'm at work I just want to destroy everything and everybody in my path. My boss is sending me to anger management classes. Lil bastard, I ought to crush his fucking skull!!!! Is that me or the Sus talking? I don't know and don't care, I LOVE IT!!!!

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posted May 11, 2000 10:57 PM         

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Murder the world? Kill everyone?? Thing is the best thing to do would be to start with yourself. Problem solved!
I'd say in reality you're probably hypoglycemic after your workouts. But just in case I'm wrong it's best you go ahead
and kill the shit outta ya'self n save the planet.
I hope the media doesn't get a hold of your brand of bullshit. Then instead of the classic programmed response of "What about AL?" It'll be "What about VAL?"

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posted May 11, 2000 11:09 PM         

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I can't find juice here to save my life and I'd kill half of the people in my own fuckin family just for fun. The blood-sugar idea is a good one, keep yours level. What do I know,
start the killing on the left and don't stop until you're standing to the right of where you started. Roll with it baby

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posted May 11, 2000 11:09 PM            

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I just hit a punching bag until my hands are hella bleeding. It works for me. I feel you though sometimes it will pass but sometimes it wont and then........you know

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posted May 11, 2000 11:40 PM            

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tommorrow is friday, get off work, go lift so your nice and pumped for the evening. go to best nightclub in your city. pop a roll, youll get sweaty and cut up from the water loss. pick up a chick, screw for a couple hours, wake up saturday, problem solved.

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posted May 12, 2000 12:06 AM            

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I feel like that all time with or without a/s. I just hate everyone that way if they fuck me over who cares it is easier to suck their eyeball's through the nose.

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posted May 12, 2000 12:28 AM            

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Shit.....ain't no roid rage. I wanna kill people everyday. Stupid mutha fuckers.....

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posted May 12, 2000 12:39 AM            

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huh, thats funny, I feel the same exact way Big Brother Val does like im stuck in a confined place and I have to do something to get out, every day I struggle not to rip someones head off, but i just vent it. My temper does go up, so far on sus250,reforvit,test200 and they all made me agressive.

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posted May 12, 2000 03:23 AM            

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i THINK YOU SHOULD KILL. YES KILL. EAT RAW MEAT AND DRINK BLOOD...KILL KILL KILL. START WITH THE DEA THEN MOVE ON TO THE VETZ THEN CUSTOMZ THEN WHOEVER YOU WNAT BROTHER. KILL KILL KILL KILL

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posted May 12, 2000 03:34 AM            

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guys, guys, guys....

anger is a big problem for me and apparently many of you guys. although i have been natural since 95' my temper is very very short. unfortunately, i have acted out my aggressions many a time and have REALLY REALLY regreted it. it comes down to self control. the bottom line for me is jail time, i aint doin any.

now if this were the wild wild west, id clean town, it aint. handle yur emotions, or do 6 months MINIMUM jail time for assault. fuck up again, and you'll do 1-2 years prison time. my advice, if you cant control your temper, twist a joint and smoke it up. I GUARANTEE your anger will go away.

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posted May 12, 2000 03:52 AM            

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Fuck the roid rage, lets get to SSMAN and the sus250 he`s shooting every other day -- holy shit thats some serious dosages bro!!
Could you tell us how many weeks your gonna do that for? If your gonna keep that up, I`ll hire ya to move cars around at the mall so we can watch people try to find em!! Geez sell me some if ya got that much!!

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posted May 12, 2000 08:44 AM            

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Hi Guys.

Check out www.stickdeath/roidrage.com

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posted May 12, 2000 11:39 AM            

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First off, for those like Slavemaker who don't seem to understand what I'm saying... I don't wanna "murder the world" Where'd you get that from????
Second off.... it's just an expression. Maybe I should have said: "I wanna beat the shit out of everyone!!" instead.
It is an issue of self control. It's just really difficult to control sometimes. My boss pissed me off so bad yesterday... if I had hair, I would have ripped it out. I was gritting my teeth so hard it gave me a headache.
So no... I'm not gonna murder anyone. I'm sure by time I beat a guy senseless... my rage would subdue enough that I wouldn't pound on his head until the bastard was dead.
But it sure sounds like fun.
Shit... when I'm punchin' the gas to make a green light... and it turns red to soon.... I get really pissed off at that, and wanna kick the shit out of the car in front of me who didn't have the balls to press through a late yellow light.
I found that a REALLY LOUD Pantera CD expresses how I feel.
Not gonna kill anyone, guys.

Yet........

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posted May 12, 2000 11:56 AM            

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I've had a change of heart. I DO wanna kill someone... or more than one. Those fuckers who attacked Ranger.
Roid Rage would come in handy in a situation like that.
Motherfuckers.

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posted May 12, 2000 02:04 PM            

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i was on T-200 few weeks latter i got fired from job for assaulting! lol sux i cant control it wile im using T-200, im trying to mind over it but its not happening

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posted May 12, 2000 02:26 PM            

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I should start selling Xanex to you guys - geeze.

They are little "I dont give a shit pills"
Works wonders.

Bunny

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posted May 12, 2000 02:39 PM         

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i know what you mean. i rage pretty bad too. sometimes aggression is cool, i have to be honest, but when it's constant it becomes harmful stress. i am dieting and doing lots of cardio right now. that keeps me relaxed, drained of energy and just more "chilled"

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