this is the reason i havent got back to any of my mail for those that have emailed me recently...

...short summary---im f**ked again--whats new, but lucky to be alive-seriously!!!

(it sucks that i was up 21 lb. at the end of my 3rd wk into cycle where all the test was really just starting to break thru-and i was about to explode...)

ive had 5 surgeries w/in those 12 days on the right lower leg on the skinny muscle that runs on the outside between the shin and the calf, it runs from knee to ankle...think it might start w/ a P???

...like i said im heavily-heavily medicated to where im not sure of much of the details right now (thank god for good friends and good family that were all on top of it for me w/ all the ques. and details)

..i think that what i was diagnosed w/ is called something like:
RHABIMITOSIS
...where the muscle cell doesnt get enough oxygen, dies and starts to peel/rip itself apart from the bone and releases some toxins that my kidneys cant filter causing them to almost such down immediately... this is what i was told or understand up to this point---couple hours later on getting to the hospital and supposidly my kidneys would of told me good-night;

well i got lucky cause he was able to save the infected muscle for the most part and my leg wont look deformed yet have only a few minor scars--(good plastic surgeon and kidney specialist--were my two primary's the whole time)

does anyone know more about what i had???????

well plan is to rest, then lots of physical therapy-------then buisness in the gym as usual-hopefully..
3wks on high doses, 2wks hospital time
MY BIG QUESTION IS: SHOULD I GET OFF THE JUICE COMPLETELY FOR NOW/////OR SHOULD I BRIDGE SOMETHING AT A LOW DOSE and WHAT SHOULD I USE...????

god bless all of you and be safe....
...maybe i should actually listen to this for once.....lol

If you can't do that consult another doctor that's familiar with your condition, just don't play with a high risk situation like this. Hope you get better.

they kept mentioning this toxin that the infection i had would give off...

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Jeff

..and just heard the name of the muscle was the:
Peroneus Longus
Peroneal (Sup Br) Nerve L5-S1

well im to the dr.'s next friday and will have all the details directly....

..thanks fellas...

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power to gain from the ROIDRANGER.

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Hope you have a speedy recovery.
With all the stress on the kidneys as of late, I would take a little time off and give them a good rest before hitting the AS hard again.

Good luck.