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 DRASTIC MOMENT IN MY LIFE!!!!
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Guru 
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Well I'm not sure if I have written this perhaps I have shared my experience with a few people but I think its time to maybe help people out. A while ago I was having problems, School was horible, Grandfather Died a little while ago never told him how much of an impact he made on my life, Girls problems"Not girl problems but her Parents, I hate ignorant bitches" Holiday times where coimg up. Brother Was having problems And it was up to me to help him. Parents just had to much of him. I really didn't blame them. Got in a car wreck I got hit by 2 cars Another concussion"8 as of now". Depression was really taking over my life. I stopped going out with my friends, Didn't know if I was going back to school. Well Lets just say Life sucked a great bit. Well after all this I was ready to do another cycle planned it out a long time ago Everything in order or so I thought. Here is how it went down. Hope I didn't sound like a bitch ------------------ Lift     | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder 
Posts: 145 |
I'm happy for you BigJay. Glad things turned around. Estrogen a little high??? j/k | ||
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Guru
Posts: 4330 |
Nope all leveled out. I'm getting ready to start up another one Very soon Now that I'm In good Wroking condition. I feel Good. I knew I was going to get it.LOL | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 101 |
one of the greatest feelings in the world is standing at the top and looking down that big hole that you just dug yourself out of. life tried to hold you down and you came back and wooped its ass. thats really inspirational, thanks for sharing. | ||
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Freak 
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Awesome you turned it arround bro!! I know how hard depression can be! Stay strong! Later, Green ------------------ I GET MAD!!!! | ||
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Guru
Posts: 4330 |
WASN'T EASY MENTALLY OR PHYSICALLY. BUT SHIT NEEDS TO BE DONE i HOPE SOMEONE GETS SOMETHING FROM THIS. THANKS FOR THE SUPPORT FELLAS ------------------ Lift | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 102 |
BigJ, Well seems you were tested and you passed. Alot of people unfortunately just give up, glad you didn't. Everytime I read a negative post there you are trying to calm everyone down. So without ever seeing you I could tell what kind of person you are and often read your posts just cause you posted it. I'm willing to bet your the type many people rely on and talk to about their problems. I'm glad you shared this with us cause you can't always be THE GLUE that keeps everything together. | ||
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Guru
Posts: 4330 |
Trying to settle down on the boards.LOL But sometimes POW RIGHT TO THE MOON ALICE.HAHAHA All we can do is try. | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 213 |
Glad you made it this far and your committed to your health even if it does include AS. So many freinds i know choose alchohol and meth to handle thier hard times. | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder 
Posts: 626 |
Thank you BigJay! ghans | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 69 |
Don't feel alone I think about everyone falls on rough times in their life. I'm glad to see you came out on top. Hopefully it will all be uphill from here. Peace | ||
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Novice 
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man i know what you went through in a way. i actually had a motorcyle wreck 5 yrs ago in your area on the interstate during rush hour on a fri. in the middle of my cycle put on nearly 30 pds and i flipped 150 ft down the interstate w/ no helmet on wearing shorts. i was fucked up shattered wrist lost 40% of my skin. i hated life.......be strong its up to you!!! | ||
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Pro Bodybuilder 
Posts: 499 |
Bigjay- I'm sorry to hear about your situation; however I'm very glad to see that you realised there was a problem; most people won't admit it, it takes big balls to come to terms with a problem with yourself. Glad everything is allright. Plates ------------------ | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 1259 |
Thanks for sharing Jay. Glad you got on top of things bro. ------------------ | ||
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Pro Bodybuilder
Posts: 535 |
Hey man, i apologize for acting like such an ass to you. I hope everything works out man. I know it must have been hard, and most could not bear it, but you pulled through. For that, i give you props. Good luck with everything, and your girl.  ------------------ | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 192 |
Great post. I'm sure it will help many others deal with things they may not have wanted to face.
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Cool Novice 
Posts: 17 |
Bro, Many of us have been through those stages in life. Recently got out of one myself, mother got beat by her bf, broke up with my girl which I had been with for almost six years, just seemed like everything I did was not good enough and not appreciated. I'm young(21), but its people, bodybuilders, role models like you and many others that I myself look up to, to overcome them bad days. Thanks for taking the time to share a bit of your life with us. Wish you the best! WannaImpress | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 249 |
Good to see that you got out of that rut..... Good luck....... "B" | ||
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Elite Bodybuilder
Posts: 1048 |
Something Positive always can come out of a Negative. Good to see you knew how to turn it in your favour. I always say what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger. ------------------ | ||
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Pro Bodybuilder
Posts: 447 |
HEY LITTLE HURT, WHO ASKED YA? | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 162 |
everybody has hard times bro-its how we deal with them and get through them that really matters-sounds like you did a great job and learned some valuable lessons-congratulations. ------------------ | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 94 |
does this mean your going to start acting like an adult.I hope so. ------------------ | ||
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Guru
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See guys This is the reason people don't use this board to post real info. GoodSimon. Grow up ANd go to your basket weaving Forum ------------------ Lift | ||
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Cool Novice
Posts: 26 |
What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger. Sounds like you learned a lot about yourself through the whole ordeal, now your a wiser man. Thanks for sharing! | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 94 |
Well I guess not. You really need to grow up dude.you are always acting like an ass.What are you 18 or something? You still live with your parents? Thr reason people don't post on here is all the stupid threads that are made.And all the young dumbass's like yourself that think they know so much. Like ive said before you are an idiot.You're one step above LUVS2JUICE but are too stupid to realize it. You are the biggest flamer here.And I just got sick of it and decided to speak my mind. So take a deep breath my mentally ill friend and fuck off. BIGjoke81...er..BIGjay81 the 203lbs.newbie advice given bodybuilder
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Guru
Posts: 4330 |
Speak your mind with your real name. | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 94 |
you mean on a board that we talk about doing illegal things?young grasshopper... | ||
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Guru
Posts: 4330 |
Have fun bitching about me I just don't care think what you will As long as your having fun doing it. Have a nice day  | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 134 |
Good job bro working thru your shit. You discovered the greatest gift of all,perspective. How yuo view things will never be the same. Feel lucky for whatever you have now and all you will someday have. | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 94 |
No one is bitching at you Jay.I just ask if you were going to grow up now because you flame all the time like you are some sort of A/AS GURU. and you flame me. seems like it is ok for you to flame members on the board but when it happens to you,you don't like it much. I am just getting the point across .If you don't like it .Take your advice and don't read.Or better yet do some growing up and this shit will stop happening to you.... remember the chatboard incident.... | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 102 |
Good Simon, I don't know what happened on the chat board, but read below who sounds like they need to grow up? I think your point was taken. "Like ive said before you are an idiot.You're one step above LUVS2JUICE but are too stupid to realize it. You are the biggest flamer here. And I just got sick of it and decided to speak my mind. So take a deep breath my mentally ill friend and fuck off." BIGjoke81...er..BIGjay81 the 203lbs.newbie advice given bodybuilder. | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 94 |
So little Hurt why are you getting involved? I can go to the archives and find probably 1000's or so posts that Bigjay has flamed and put down a members of this board.Just because they asked a question. I got tired of it.So I'm just givin a little back. If you can't take it... DON'T dish it out | ||
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Guru
Posts: 4330 |
Who am I flamming? What other names do you go by here? You give noone information here. So why do you even post.? ------------------ Lift | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 94 |
For a guy that doesn't seem to care . You sure seem to give a shit. Hey didn't you quit the board acouple of months ago? What was all that about?Just needed some more att'n? | ||
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Guru
Posts: 4330 |
yep Your one of the Important people on here you help people out so much please stick around I don't know what any of us would de if you weren't here. Your like a walking library full of anabolic info. Keep It Up. You can Dig around all you want but I realy care less Find something recent I have done nothing but help people here. Your one of a few who don't like what I contribute. So do what you have to it really doesn't matter ------------------ Lift | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 94 |
Hey Bigjay, How many people have been in an argument with on this board? A shitload!!! And WHY is that? All I said was "are you gonna start acting like an adult now."and you got togo flame me I am not going to embarress you and bring up all the fight's you got yourself into with members of the board. But do yourself a favour and type in BigJay at the search and read awhile...you will see you have been acting like a litte child for way to long. | ||
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Amateur Bodybuilder
Posts: 258 |
Bigjay, thanks for sharing. Good to know all is well now!! Simon, you talk about maturity. Even if you have in IQ below 50, you should realize that this is a very serious post in order to help people. If you have a problem with Bigjay email him and don't bother us with your shit, especially not in posts like this... ------------------ [This message has been edited by back2basics (edited January 07, 2001).] |
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posted January 06, 2001 12:35 AM
