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Banned
Soooo...dont know if you peeps remember me ever talking about the architect that I dated a few years back. He's the one that our personalities just really clicked and we really "got" each other. However, he was the one who was always upset and crying about where we were going in our future, etc. We could just be hanging out in a movie theater watching a comedy, and I would look over and he would be crying. I would ask, "why in the world are you crying now?" He would say, "because this reminds me of our first date, and I need to know it will be this way forever. Woah, MR INTENSITY!
Anyway, he finds my myspace today and writes:
Wow! You are a mommy now? Where's the daddy?
My heart jumped out of my chest twice today. The first time when I saw you on the page and the second time when you wrote me back.
i'm sorry i made you crazy...as for being mad...you know that ending of ours was quite a shock for me...i couldn't eat for a month and lost 20 lbs.
anyway..when i was cool with just dating and not worrying about the future...it was a wonderful thing wasn't it? (you realize i refer to you in my narrative on my page)
problem was ..i just couldn't keep it up indefinately...i was too in love with you!..you do know i loved you with all my heart don't you?!.....i had to know where it was going...i couldn't help it...sorry...
Olivia and Grace still ask about you all the time.
Do you miss me like I have missed you these years?
Anyway, he finds my myspace today and writes:
Wow! You are a mommy now? Where's the daddy?
My heart jumped out of my chest twice today. The first time when I saw you on the page and the second time when you wrote me back.
i'm sorry i made you crazy...as for being mad...you know that ending of ours was quite a shock for me...i couldn't eat for a month and lost 20 lbs.
anyway..when i was cool with just dating and not worrying about the future...it was a wonderful thing wasn't it? (you realize i refer to you in my narrative on my page)
problem was ..i just couldn't keep it up indefinately...i was too in love with you!..you do know i loved you with all my heart don't you?!.....i had to know where it was going...i couldn't help it...sorry...
Olivia and Grace still ask about you all the time.
Do you miss me like I have missed you these years?