what do u think...

[bignbeefy]

Does anyone else hate bulking up? I mean i'm naturally a big bulky guy so when i cut i love to stay that way, but after one bad meal..WHAM, back to fat world. It sucks. I try really hard to keep my diet right, and i still look watery and bulky, so i said screw it this year i'm going all out and getting huge. I cut down using clen/t3/eca this summer and got down to 185 cut up real nice. Now i'm up to 220 already! I don't look fat, but bulky as hell..and i hate it. I have no self esteem and i can't look at myself in mirror. I mean i started OMNA to get bigger so i know the water weight will come more, but still..i hate being bulky. Does anyone else agree? Also, heres a pic when i cut down this year...i was naturally when these were took, meaning no anabolic/androgenic steroids. I am pretty impressed with how i turned out, but i think i went a lil overboard on the posing oil LOL. Tell me what you think..i'm a young man yet so i have a lot of growth left i think....later, BIGnBEEFY

 

[E-Rawk]

hmmm what do i think... that a damn nice ceiling.

 

[bignbeefy]

hey!

its not my fault the person who took the pic didn't know what the hell was going on!

 

[E-Rawk]

from what i can see, ya got some big traps. looks like you should do a cutting cycle. Somthing like anavar/winny/fina/cyp would kick some serious ass. Maybe even throw in some cytomel or clen and a kick ass diet. Looks like you got the frame. I bet youll get a lot more feedback w/ a better picture.

 

[bignbeefy]

yeah sorry..

I really don't have ne better pictures, when the were developed i was pretty pissed that the person who took the pics got more ceiling than my legs....so i guess with will work....i dunno....AHH

 

[Dead Man Inc]

Are you sure you're using enough lube there bro? Seriously though, you're looking good.

Dead Man Inc

 

[ragin']

what's up bn'beefy? i feel ya, bro. i hate that shit. people like us have a natually slower metabolism so we can gain w/ the best of 'em. we work our fuckin' asses off to get lean and even harder to stay lean, right? me, i love to f'n eat.... which is great but sucks at the same time. i think that alot of it is psychological, though. like you said, one bad meal and back to fat ass city.... but, correct me if i'm wrong, when i feel like that and i ask one of my friends if i look like shit they're like .. f no.. you f'n ripped! so alot of it, for me anyway is psychological.... pic looks good, though.. keep it up!

peace

 

[bignbeefy]

thanks...

Yeah slow metabolism's suck. My friends all think i'm huge , but i guess it all comes down to the idea that we all think that we are never "huge" and there is always room to improve. Ah well, i'm trying my best, and i'm bulkin up so bye bye definition and vascularity...and hello water weight and love handles...grrrr..later...BigNBeefy

 

[ragin']

LOL.. yeah, we know we look better that 90% of the guys out there... but we (bb's in general) get spoiled. we look good, then we want to look better, etc. perfection is hard to achive and there are always goals to be met. later, bro.

 

[Beezers]

You have to understand how judgemental you are of yourself. You have to get a grasp on this fact in order to clearly critique the true physique you posess. We all seek perfection and this makes us bodybuilders overly critical of our appearance. Other people don't see you the way you see yourself. You're hard on yourself for a reason. You expect nothing but the best. The first thing you have to come to grips with in the world of bodybuilding is your genetics. You are big...Use it to you advantage. How many times do you read on these boards about 160 pounders bitching about how they can't get over 180. Worry about fat when the time comes(cutting). While bulking use your genetics to help your cause. You say you can carry a good deal of weight, so carry it. Get big and don't worry about the six pack. According to your genetics it's not who you are. It's hard on the psyche to deal with the fact that getting and staying lean is a monumental battle. But for some other guy getting over 180 pounds is a monumental battle. I too am blessed with bigness. I can carry 300 pounds no problems. My challenge is cutting much like yourself. But the fact remains I am still able to get ripped when the time comes. I don't produce unnecessary stress for myself by asking myself repeatedly "why can't I always be lean"? It's not me. I was not meant to be ripped 365 days a year. I am blessed with being able to put on a tremendous amount of muscle mass. Understand who you are and work with the tools you have.