BEEFCAKEZ
New member
Long story short:
Started taking antidepressants at age 19 for life-numbing depression/social anxiety, and started jucing just a few months later. I stayed on with no regard for my future or TRT. Diet has been god/bad on and off, but workout has been consistent. My exaggerated partylife reached a high around 2 years ago, and now it's just in rare occacions.
I have done both mild and heavy cycles, and have been more on than off. Especially in the last few years. It started off with a simple test cycle in the beginning, to taking 800 mg test / 750 mg tren around 2 years ago. The last couple of years I have stuck mostly to low doses like 250 mg test and 400 mg masteron, maybe with 50 mg/day winstrol or anavar. And then cruising on test in between.
Recently I have realised that I might have ADHD, and after consulting with a doctor it was a yes. I went off the antidepressants 2 months ago, and doing quite well. This led me to think about getting off the juice, so here I am. I have tried to get off before, but have stooped into bad depression, insecurity and self conciousness. But PCT / restart hasn't really ever been good enough.
So here is my temporary plan, open for complete change and input.
Last shot - 3 weeks after: HCG 500 UI 2x/wk (possibly HMG?)
Week 3-4: Nothing
First day of week 4: Triptorelin 1x 200 mcg
Week 4-...: Clomid 50mg/day + 2-3 other pct remedies (suggestions?)
I am not looking for lectures, I am looking for solutions. Real help that actually works / might work. Any ideas are welcome, thank you!
Stats: 26 yo, 6'1", 220 lbs, approx 12% bodyfat.
Started taking antidepressants at age 19 for life-numbing depression/social anxiety, and started jucing just a few months later. I stayed on with no regard for my future or TRT. Diet has been god/bad on and off, but workout has been consistent. My exaggerated partylife reached a high around 2 years ago, and now it's just in rare occacions.
I have done both mild and heavy cycles, and have been more on than off. Especially in the last few years. It started off with a simple test cycle in the beginning, to taking 800 mg test / 750 mg tren around 2 years ago. The last couple of years I have stuck mostly to low doses like 250 mg test and 400 mg masteron, maybe with 50 mg/day winstrol or anavar. And then cruising on test in between.
Recently I have realised that I might have ADHD, and after consulting with a doctor it was a yes. I went off the antidepressants 2 months ago, and doing quite well. This led me to think about getting off the juice, so here I am. I have tried to get off before, but have stooped into bad depression, insecurity and self conciousness. But PCT / restart hasn't really ever been good enough.
So here is my temporary plan, open for complete change and input.
Last shot - 3 weeks after: HCG 500 UI 2x/wk (possibly HMG?)
Week 3-4: Nothing
First day of week 4: Triptorelin 1x 200 mcg
Week 4-...: Clomid 50mg/day + 2-3 other pct remedies (suggestions?)
I am not looking for lectures, I am looking for solutions. Real help that actually works / might work. Any ideas are welcome, thank you!
Stats: 26 yo, 6'1", 220 lbs, approx 12% bodyfat.