The Shadow said:
damn.........GIRL TALK FORUM
LOL Shadow ..... sorry ......
I thought you loved me - you don't want to know about all my inner workings?
Hmmm, did I notice a big difference on and off the pill.
I feel good not having any hormones in me. I feel good not having things "regulated" for me - and I understand my body totally now. For that reason alone, I love being off.
Mood-wise, on the pill I NEVER had PMS. My moods never changed due to my cycle. I am a little unhappy about the mood change while off the pill. Since i am charting, I can see patterns and recognized the pattern the 2-3 month off BCP. Now that I know the pattern, I can anticipate it coming or recoignize it when it is happening. That helps a lot.
I forgot to mention the EXTREME sore breasts the first month off. OMG, I was in intense pain for about 4-5 days. They sore SO heavy and SO sore. This has also subsided. They are still sore, simply due to progesterone levels, but manageable.
I actually find I get LESS period-related bloat now than when I was on BCP. I realize now that BCP made me retain quite a bit of water, esp around my period.
But, I do get cravings now. While on BCP, I never got cravings around my period - now I do - chocolate and ice cream mostly. But I have a serious sweet tooth anyway.
I also notice a difference in my endurance in the couple days before my period leading into the first day or two of my period.....I get winded easily and dizzy. This usually only happens when working out and when exerting myself. Again, sometime I noticed and am now able to anticipate.
I noticed NO difference in sex drive. It has been the same on BCP and off.
If I were you, I would keep a daily log of EVERYTHING. This is invaluable. Like I said, I chart monthly and it has helped me see patterns. I can foresee what I might feel like in the next few days and adjust my activity or my expectations of how I will feel. It also helps me feel less "crazy" about moods and body twinges
Hope this helps - let me know if I can aswer any more Qs.