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Hi everyone, please do not bash me seeing how that is not going to resolve anything but i would really appreciate your help. I have made some very stupid decisions in the past, I already know that and am paying the price now, so all i ask is if you can help or provide some input please post otherwise i already know what i did was idiotic, no need to let me know.
To begin i am currently 21 years old. I ran my first cycle at 19 which i believe was just hdrol and used nolva for PCT. I believe i ran the nolva at 20/20/20/20 but at this point i dont remember exact doses anymore.
Second cycle was probably about 6 months after the first cycle at age 20 and consisted of 500 mg testosterone enanthate /week for 11 weeks. adex was run during cycle and clomid and nolva for PCT.
Third and final and dumbest cycle of them all was blackstone labs super dmz with there trenabol prohormone for probably 4-6 weeks. clomid and nolva PCT.
Bloodwork Stupidly i never got bloodwork before the first hdrol cycle for a baseline but following that cycle right before i ran my second cycle of testosterone enanthate my bloods were as follows (12/11/12)
test- 670
lh - leutenizing hormone - -4.5
FSH - follicle stimulating hormone - -1.7
Estradiol- 33
Probably about 6 months after i finished my 3rd and last cycle i got bloodwork done (bloodwork was done march 2014) and it was as follows
test-558
lh - leutenizing hormone - -4
FSH - follicle stimulating hormone - - 1.8
Estradiol- 17.9
At this time I had very low libido, testes still a little atrophied, some ED, weak ejaculations and depression when i got that bloodwork done. I waited it out hoping everything would work it self out but my libido, ED, atrophied testes and depression remained. So in June 2014 or so i decided to try the scally power PCT to get everything back to normal again. I think he recommends 2000 or 2500 iu HCG - human chorionic gonadotropin - in it but i ran 1500 iu since thats what the amps came in. I finished this pct probably about 4-6 weeks ago and i still have all of the previous issues. I got bloodwork done yesterday and the results were as follows.
Test-467
lh - leutenizing hormone - -2.2
FSH - follicle stimulating hormone - -1.4
estradiol-25.2
prolactin-4.9
After doing tons of research and reading other posts I have no idea what to do at this point. I do not understand what is going in in my body, and why my test levels have continued to drop (last cycle was September 2013, test levels March 2014 were 558 and now test levels as of yesterday were 467) At 21 years old TRT is not something I am considering, and the fact that I am not getting any results in recovering is mentally and physically ruining my life. Please if you can, provide some input on what to do to fix this and get back to normal.
Thank you
To begin i am currently 21 years old. I ran my first cycle at 19 which i believe was just hdrol and used nolva for PCT. I believe i ran the nolva at 20/20/20/20 but at this point i dont remember exact doses anymore.
Second cycle was probably about 6 months after the first cycle at age 20 and consisted of 500 mg testosterone enanthate /week for 11 weeks. adex was run during cycle and clomid and nolva for PCT.
Third and final and dumbest cycle of them all was blackstone labs super dmz with there trenabol prohormone for probably 4-6 weeks. clomid and nolva PCT.
Bloodwork Stupidly i never got bloodwork before the first hdrol cycle for a baseline but following that cycle right before i ran my second cycle of testosterone enanthate my bloods were as follows (12/11/12)
test- 670
lh - leutenizing hormone - -4.5
FSH - follicle stimulating hormone - -1.7
Estradiol- 33
Probably about 6 months after i finished my 3rd and last cycle i got bloodwork done (bloodwork was done march 2014) and it was as follows
test-558
lh - leutenizing hormone - -4
FSH - follicle stimulating hormone - - 1.8
Estradiol- 17.9
At this time I had very low libido, testes still a little atrophied, some ED, weak ejaculations and depression when i got that bloodwork done. I waited it out hoping everything would work it self out but my libido, ED, atrophied testes and depression remained. So in June 2014 or so i decided to try the scally power PCT to get everything back to normal again. I think he recommends 2000 or 2500 iu HCG - human chorionic gonadotropin - in it but i ran 1500 iu since thats what the amps came in. I finished this pct probably about 4-6 weeks ago and i still have all of the previous issues. I got bloodwork done yesterday and the results were as follows.
Test-467
lh - leutenizing hormone - -2.2
FSH - follicle stimulating hormone - -1.4
estradiol-25.2
prolactin-4.9
After doing tons of research and reading other posts I have no idea what to do at this point. I do not understand what is going in in my body, and why my test levels have continued to drop (last cycle was September 2013, test levels March 2014 were 558 and now test levels as of yesterday were 467) At 21 years old TRT is not something I am considering, and the fact that I am not getting any results in recovering is mentally and physically ruining my life. Please if you can, provide some input on what to do to fix this and get back to normal.
Thank you
