Well cliff notes version is I've been on fitness boards for I dunno.... 6 years I think I started. I was looking for Clen and started with good old Anabolic Review, haha.... I kind of went from board to board until I found my niche and over the years I experimented with alot of products. In 2003 I was 5'10 (well still am) and 148lbs. I loved that weight. I am not a body builder but I do love definition and I felt REALLY good, it was a good time in my life. I moved up the ranks on the boards with my husband and we had fun... I like boards, they're FUN.
I could never keep females on the boards though... it got a bit lonely. So then I got married and had my son. I bounced back pretty quickly in weight and got down to around 165 running Clen and HIIT training. When I got pregnant with my daughter I was diagnosed with a chronic condition that requires a lifetime of medication including prednisone... so you can imagine what that and a pregnancy can do to a gal! After I delivered I felt disgusting and after having a fall out with a member of one of the boards and him telling me I shouldn't be on a fitness board I just walked away. Every month went by and I still maintained a higher weight and always excused it with "well I only delivered 1 month... 2 months ago"... and then her 1st birthday just passed and it was a hard point for me. I haven't stepped foot in a gym in 2 years and that's hard for me too. And I realized... I need this. I need to look at beautiful, fit women and I need to be strict and focus on my goals. I am not getting any younger and my self esteem has plummeted in the last year which has brought me to a dark place thinking of ED that I'd like to forget. I am REALLY putting myself out there so understand this isn't easy for me. But you asked
I love my married life, I love my beautiful babies... and I am ok with being "OK". I am not going to be a fitness model or a competitor... I work long hours... but I've allowed my life to be complicated without being fit, and I LOVED the feeling of loving my body... so now it's teaching my brain to make it a priority... and sticking with it. So that is what brought me to EF.