Can I just say, Man it sounds like you are in a mad rush.. don't get me wrong I know the feeling... step back and think this out more... you really don't need a blast to start. your condition is not ready to blast, IMO, you need a stringent determined plan with a well thought out revamp dose of whatever supplements, to get you to a better starting place. Out of shape and high bf is not a good starting place. Your age and past training will show great results, if you just train and eat well.. Personally, in this condtion, just a good test e supplimentation with testing to back up dosage sounds more reasonable? And the letro is killing flies with a sledge hammer don't you think? (not to mention i haven't heard of im for letro either? but no expert here!) why not just some adex or aromasin? like i said, don't rush, you have a 5 year old... you have to be in this for the long haul! you have the determination and that is the key factor in success... good luck bro, keep us informed..!