Ladies,
Here is a story for you. I just want some insight on what you think. There has been this girl on my mind for the last 2 years. This girl dumped my ass 2 years ago after being together for about 1.5 years. This relationship was the best I ever had and she and her friends told me that she felt the same way. This girl was like a mirror image of me, but also had her differences. We had so many things happen to us that said we were meant to be, maybe by fate.
Well, anyway this girl had one major setback. She didn't have a loving father who was there. She was also very insecure with herself, but I loved her just the way she was. Anyway, this father lived in a different country and had not seen her in about 15 years and I know that this played a part in her decision to break-up with me. She told me she was scared, and never loved anyone as much as me before. She also told me that she always had a boyfriend and did not know what it was like to be alone. We were about probably 21 at the time and that was the same age as her parents were when they got married. Her parents got divorced after her mother found out that her husband was cheating. Her father was basically a scumbag and she knew or I thought she knew that I would never ever cheat on her.
Also, I remember when she was asking me if I ever thought of marriage and at the time I told her no. I was still young and I wanted to get a good job and lay a good foundation. But, I did see her in the future since she was the only girl I ever loved. I did not tell her that. Sometimes I just wish I was not such a stubborn bastard. This girl lived right across the street from me when we were in college. I did not even call her or go to her house after that night she dumped me. The way I am is if you fuck me over, that's it. But, now I am realizing maybe I should have gone after her to tell how much I really loved her. I don't know I just wish I had her # to give her a call to see how she is doing. Well, I guess if it is meant to be as she said when she was dumping my ass, we will get together somehow later on.
Ahh-I was just thinking about past relationships. Believe me I go out and have fun. I also had girlfriends after this particular girl, but I always seem to compare everyone to this one girl. No one has measured up, yet. Ladies, if you have any insight on this or advice to give me, lay it on. Thanks.
Here is a story for you. I just want some insight on what you think. There has been this girl on my mind for the last 2 years. This girl dumped my ass 2 years ago after being together for about 1.5 years. This relationship was the best I ever had and she and her friends told me that she felt the same way. This girl was like a mirror image of me, but also had her differences. We had so many things happen to us that said we were meant to be, maybe by fate.
Well, anyway this girl had one major setback. She didn't have a loving father who was there. She was also very insecure with herself, but I loved her just the way she was. Anyway, this father lived in a different country and had not seen her in about 15 years and I know that this played a part in her decision to break-up with me. She told me she was scared, and never loved anyone as much as me before. She also told me that she always had a boyfriend and did not know what it was like to be alone. We were about probably 21 at the time and that was the same age as her parents were when they got married. Her parents got divorced after her mother found out that her husband was cheating. Her father was basically a scumbag and she knew or I thought she knew that I would never ever cheat on her.
Also, I remember when she was asking me if I ever thought of marriage and at the time I told her no. I was still young and I wanted to get a good job and lay a good foundation. But, I did see her in the future since she was the only girl I ever loved. I did not tell her that. Sometimes I just wish I was not such a stubborn bastard. This girl lived right across the street from me when we were in college. I did not even call her or go to her house after that night she dumped me. The way I am is if you fuck me over, that's it. But, now I am realizing maybe I should have gone after her to tell how much I really loved her. I don't know I just wish I had her # to give her a call to see how she is doing. Well, I guess if it is meant to be as she said when she was dumping my ass, we will get together somehow later on.
Ahh-I was just thinking about past relationships. Believe me I go out and have fun. I also had girlfriends after this particular girl, but I always seem to compare everyone to this one girl. No one has measured up, yet. Ladies, if you have any insight on this or advice to give me, lay it on. Thanks.