Hi, it's been like 8 years since I last was on EF. I took time off to start a family. It is nice to be back. Here's alittle history.....I'm a personal trainer, 10 years, fitness competitor, pre kids. Diet....egg whites with 1/4 c oatmeal, protein shakes,2 a day,and for meals lunch and dinner will be 4 oz grilled chicken,talopia(?) or salmon with mix veggies or make salads with it.I'll add brown rice to one of the meals. Workouts: cardio 5/6 days a week 30-40 mins and weights 3-4 days a week, example: legs & abs, back & bi's, chest shlders & tri's. That's just an example. Sleep 7 hours, except when my little one comes in @ 3am to tell me he has to pee-pee. I am a stay at mom which is a full time job. I take care of everything and everyone. So, I have the time to dedicate to myself like I use to before the kids. I train hard and eat well, I had great trainers and coaches that ingrained all this shit into me years ago : ) So, I love fitness and now it's time for me. I am 5'5 and weight 142( 138 in May for Punta Cana) competition wt was 130. As you can see, I'm at my last 12-15 lbs...Here's my question????? I, like every competitor, have taken my share of steriods(Test, Clen, Prima & Winn)...this time around, cause it's been a long time which is why I won't need much..I'd like to get back on the wagon and take a low dose of Anavar.I'd love to have your input and guidence. Thank you...