i wish i could give the proper reply to satisfy the mods. all i know is, i have no peers here, when it concerns what i have lived thru.
it's embarrassing to me to have to continuely explain why i don't post pics & why i don't compete and why i don't do a lot of things. i can't win when it comes to that.
actually, i pretty much think lesser of people who haven't gone thru what i have. you're weak.
is it petty of me to want to share my experiences? i'd like for some of you to be rushed into a hospital and stripped and cut open. i'd like for you to wake up different from what you were. if i offended any of you, well, fuck off. live thru this.