[FONT="]Being on is great. Coming off is tough. The transformation to once again being a mere mortal is never fun. I don't feel like I've recovered to 100% or maybe it's just that experiencing what it's like to be at 1000% makes normal feel insignificant. Regardless I want to cycle again. Badly. I just don't know if I should. I want to have kids someday and not have to go on TRT in my 20s. And I don't want to have to worry about having a limp dick or any of the other bullshit that comes along with coming off gear. I guess there wasn't much of a point to this post. I haven't been very active lately and it's just a rant I thought may be relatable to some.[/FONT]