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Ever think you are going to die soon?

saint808

saint808

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Like you get impending feelings of doom and feel that the reaper is on his way to grab you.
 
saint808 said:
Like you get impending feelings of doom and feel that the reaper is on his way to grab you.
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Sometimes. You know it's coming, it's just a question of when. Most people push it way back into the deep levels of their unconscious mind because they can't handle the truth. You must live while you are alive or you'll be crippled by fear. What will you do? What can you do? Death is master of us all.
 
and then out of nowhere you think about that one memory. The one that gets you through the day. The only one that puts a smile on your face, the one that reminds you that you used to be alive. With a smile you look behind and say not today my friend...

Your greatest challenge isn't someone else. it's the burning in your chest, the aching in your knees the voice inside of you that yells "CAN'T" but you don't listen. You push harder until you hear the voice that whispers "can" and you finally realize that the person that you were is no match for the person you really are.
 
I'm gonna have a bag of popcorn now. Ihaven't done shit all day and I hate my fuckkng computer.
 
yes. i cheated death once already. and i'm serious when i say that. i don't think i can do it again.
 
velvett said:
I have no fear of death, death is easy, it's withering away in pain that frightens me.
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Exactly. It's the process I fear. If I die suddenly of a heart attack, no big deal. I've seen people wither away. I'm seeing it with my dad right now. I want no part of that.
 
you guys crack me up. put you on an operating table and feel them open you up and prod and poke around. you haven't come close enough to appreciate how fearful the thought of oblivion is. i swear to you, you will go out like you came in, kicking and screaming. seeing the fucking lights in the ceiling whip past you as you lie there on a gurney and they're rushing you to the O.R. having them cut you and stuff tubes down every hole and in between your gaping ribs. listening to them talk and not being able to say anything, not being able to tell them that you don't want to die. do you know what it's like to hear someone say they can't find your blood type? or that we're losing him? LOL, everyone is so brave when asked. you're talking about giving your life away, not having it taken from you.
 
HumanTarget said:
you guys crack me up. put you on an operating table and feel them open you up and prod and poke around. you haven't come close enough to appreciate how fearful the thought of oblivion is. i swear to you, you will go out like you came in, kicking and screaming. seeing the fucking lights in the ceiling whip past you as you lie there on a gurney and they're rushing you to the O.R. having them cut you and stuff tubes down every hole and in between your gaping ribs. listening to them talk and not being able to say anything, not being able to tell them that you don't want to die. do you know what it's like to hear someone say they can't find your blood type? or that we're losing him? LOL, everyone is so brave when asked. you're talking about giving your life away, not having it taken from you.
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I agree. Tough talking men crack me up. Every man has his breaking point. I read about this in a book on the psychology of warfare. Every man will beg for mercy like crying for their momma if tortured enough, except for William Wallace.
 
man its so freaky
 
biteme said:
I agree. Tough talking men crack me up. Every man has his breaking point. I read about this in a book on the psychology of warfare. Every man will beg for mercy like crying for their momma if tortured enough, except for William Wallace.
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it's what creeps into your head while you lie there waiting. i was wondering if i was ever going to see my mother or my cat again. i wondered if i'd ever feel the cold winter air in my lungs again, or if it was the last sunset i'd ever see. it's a hard fucking fact to face knowing that you are doing something for the last time. ever.
 
Yes every once in awhile I will get a really bad feeling like something is going to happen and worry about it a little bit. Especially since I almost died before already. I am not really afraid to die I am just not ready since I have little angles I need to take care of. Of course everybody wants to die suddenly but for some reason it seems many of us need to suffer. Purification maybe? Who knows? That’s another subject.

I have seen my share of people suffering and try to be strong for them. One guy who could not take narcotics because it made him vomit had had a broken back, diabetes and many other problems laying there in the worst pain I have ever seen anybody go through. We all knew he was dying and it was a very long painful death. I used to tell my friends to never let me go like that and to kill me but now I think different. Let my ass suffer. It’s for a reason. What killed me was this guy was crying in pain for hours and hours and nobody could do anything and he still would crack jokes.

I would love to get hit by a large Budweiser truck myself when I go. I don’t worry often about it but when I do I do what hardrock does. Sometimes I take a xanax and some beer. If it’s really bad I will hit the bowl up also. Seems like when I think that way is when I have too much time on my hands which does not happen much.

Anybody in here had an NDE? Even though I should be dead I never had one but I do believe in that stuff.
 
HumanTarget said:
you guys crack me up. put you on an operating table and feel them open you up and prod and poke around. you haven't come close enough to appreciate how fearful the thought of oblivion is. i swear to you, you will go out like you came in, kicking and screaming. seeing the fucking lights in the ceiling whip past you as you lie there on a gurney and they're rushing you to the O.R. having them cut you and stuff tubes down every hole and in between your gaping ribs. listening to them talk and not being able to say anything, not being able to tell them that you don't want to die. do you know what it's like to hear someone say they can't find your blood type? or that we're losing him? LOL, everyone is so brave when asked. you're talking about giving your life away, not having it taken from you.
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Well that was sobering
 
HumanTarget said:
it's what creeps into your head while you lie there waiting. i was wondering if i was ever going to see my mother or my cat again. i wondered if i'd ever feel the cold winter air in my lungs again, or if it was the last sunset i'd ever see. it's a hard fucking fact to face knowing that you are doing something for the last time. ever.
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did you think about god or heaven at all in that moment.not being a dick just wondering.
 
HumanTarget said:
you guys crack me up. put you on an operating table and feel them open you up and prod and poke around. you haven't come close enough to appreciate how fearful the thought of oblivion is. i swear to you, you will go out like you came in, kicking and screaming. seeing the fucking lights in the ceiling whip past you as you lie there on a gurney and they're rushing you to the O.R. having them cut you and stuff tubes down every hole and in between your gaping ribs. listening to them talk and not being able to say anything, not being able to tell them that you don't want to die. do you know what it's like to hear someone say they can't find your blood type? or that we're losing him? LOL, everyone is so brave when asked. you're talking about giving your life away, not having it taken from you.
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When I was 15 I had an allerigic reaction to something that caused me to go into tachychardia and my heart stopped afterwards for 30 secs or so. So I do actually have an idea.
 
HumanTarget said:
you guys crack me up. put you on an operating table and feel them open you up and prod and poke around. you haven't come close enough to appreciate how fearful the thought of oblivion is. i swear to you, you will go out like you came in, kicking and screaming. seeing the fucking lights in the ceiling whip past you as you lie there on a gurney and they're rushing you to the O.R. having them cut you and stuff tubes down every hole and in between your gaping ribs. listening to them talk and not being able to say anything, not being able to tell them that you don't want to die. do you know what it's like to hear someone say they can't find your blood type? or that we're losing him? LOL, everyone is so brave when asked. you're talking about giving your life away, not having it taken from you.
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That's a terrible thing to read let alone go through. Ive never ever had anything remotely scary happen to me. I guess that's why I dont fear death or dying at this point. Also, I think the majority of people dont die this way as you described. Not like you necessarily choose how you die, but you get what Im saying.
 
Smurfy said:
That's a terrible thing to read let alone go through. Ive never ever had anything remotely scary happen to me. I guess that's why I dont fear death or dying at this point. Also, I think the majority of people dont die this way as you described. Not like you necessarily choose how you die, but you get what Im saying.
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Most have it worse.
 
i was wrong for making a blanket statement like that. that's what happened to me. and it freaks me the fuck out knowing that there are worse things than that. my heart stopped and stayed that way until a resuscitation team was called. i didn't see a glowing light. it felt like i was falling, complete blackness and nothing.
 
HumanTarget said:
i was wrong for making a blanket statement like that. that's what happened to me. and it freaks me the fuck out knowing that there are worse things than that. my heart stopped and stayed that way until a resuscitation team was called. i didn't see a glowing light. it felt like i was falling, complete blackness and nothing.
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wonder if that could mean something.
 
There is no hell. Hell is right here. Common sense tells you that hell is a threat to make people behave. What kind of God would create a person and give them a choice to be tortured for eternity? No God that I want anything to do with. Purgatory makes more sense.
 
Of course I think I'm gonna die soon. I have every kind of neurosis and psychosis known.

I think the clinical description for my conditions is ............... I'm fucked up.
 
PICK3 said:
Of course I think I'm gonna die soon. I have every kind of neurosis and psychosis known.

I think the clinical description for my conditions is ............... I'm fucked up.
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LOL. I'm laughing with you and not at you.
 
When I thought I was having a heart attack, I found it quite funny.
 
I wake up every morning and think "I could die today." so before I step foot out of my house I call my parents and I tell them that I love them. I've survived multiple instances that could have ended differently and I'm thankful for those instances. I could have ended up walking through life with blinders on.
 
saint808 said:
Like you get impending feelings of doom and feel that the reaper is on his way to grab you.
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not impending but for two yrs or so ive had wierd feelings of dying in an auto accident. or having a horrible work related injury. i drive down the street and get the feeling the car coming the other direction is going to hit me head on.
 
I know how fragile life is, and I understand that death is the final chapter. I don't embrace death, I actually despise it with a passion. I accept that death will come, but I hope that I fight it to the end. This doesn't mean that I want to live in a vegetative state before my death, but I also don't want to just give up and take the easy way out. There is a lot of ugly stuff in this world that makes you wonder what the hell is going on, but for every moment I wonder that, there are ten times where I'm amazed at something so special and beautiful.
 
I used to have pretty severe hypochondria and thought I was going to die about 1-2x a week. That was about 6 years ago though. When I realized my future wasn't going to be so bad it went away. Aside from that, no.
 
HumanTarget said:
physical pain comes and goes, but it's the stuff that has staind my brain that hurts the most.
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thats what i meen.it seems that god is on youre mind alot good or bad i dont
know. i see you have jesus in youre ave.
 
spongebob said:
not impending but for two yrs or so ive had wierd feelings of dying in an auto accident. or having a horrible work related injury. i drive down the street and get the feeling the car coming the other direction is going to hit me head on.
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I think this is pretty common.
 
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