was obviously a bad habit, but in teh fog i was in, i never really realized it...towards the end it was the first thing i thought about in the A.M, and all day at work that was all i could think about, was getting out and blazing up on the way home...truely a addict.
plus i got my CDL and the penalties for a dirty were just too much for my paranoid personality to handle, the fear of a accident kept me up and night.
never thought i could be 100% sober, two yrs ago when i quit boozing i thought there is no way i can quit weed too, but closing in on 6 months clean time, i find it pretty easy.
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