What's going on guys. This is my first post on the forum and I'm prepared to be ripped big time for this. I started my first cycle 8 months ago running 500 mgs of test cyp and 400 mgs of eq a week. I was originally only planning on running my cycle for 16 weeks but was caught up in it so much and kept it going. Coming up on around week 24 I was planning to start blasting hcg the following week so I could soon start to begin my pct. I got into a fight with my now ex girlfriend who's apartment I had my hcg and some viles of test at. Long story short she smashed everything. I had to place an order for more hcg but luckily for me it was seized. I gave the site a copy of my seizure letter and I should be receiving my order in the next week or 2. Starting week 25 I dropped for test to 250mgs a week and stopped the eq. I have my nolva, clomid and arimedex. Listen I realize I made a mistake and I'm praying I can avoid trt and if that's my only option I have to man up and accept it. I'll take any advice I can get. My starting stats were 5'11 221 13%bf bench:345 squat:440 deadlift:475 my stats now are 5'11 228 8%bf bench:415 squat:525 deadlift:560 I goals were based around leaning out and gaining strength so I didn't put on much size. I'm 21 btw(I know I'm gonna get ripped for that too) thank you in advance guys