At the end of the day, it's your choice you. You have to know what body you want to build and what are the risks you will take to reach your goal.
I've said countless other times here. All your gains that go beyond the female biotype, to keep them, you will have to continue using male hormones and prolonged use exponentially increase the risks.
Understand what you want and what you will do and if something happens and how you will handle the situation.
Any drug has the potential to virilize, some more, others less, but we can not predict your individual response.
Understand what are the sides and which are the ones you could live and which are you could not, because in prolonged use, the sides will occur sooner or later.
My advice is, if you want a muscular body, you are not going to build it with one cycle. So start slowly, one drug at a time, low dosages... see how your body reacts, what are the gains versus the side effects.
It takes time to build a beautiful shape, with drugs or no drugs, for both women and men. But if we women speed up the process with drug abuse we will pay a high price.
If you just want a lean and toned body, stay away from steroids.