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Hi guys, first of all i want to let you know that my english is kind of bad because it is my second language.
So, all have started in my mind at 17 years old, i was a guy with low confidence, no shape (140 lbs), no women, good friends, but nothing special. So i have started roids, start diet, start supps. 1st cycle of my life was anavar 40mg for 12 week and nolva 4 week 20mg. All as started here. i have took 15 lbs. confidence at the max, get women fuck her and get an another one and for one time in my life i was the guy that i wanted to be. In shape, women, blahblah. (need to says perfect recovery but feel a little shitty for 1 week or so after cycle) my wieght : 155 pounds
2nd cycle winstrol 30 mg pct:nolva 40mg 4 weeks with DAA, like the others i was on diet, gained 8 pounds, looked ripped as i wanted, so i met a girl who is gonna be my girlfriend
perfect recovery, also noticed maybe a little more of libido (dunno maybe is in my head) my weight :178 lbs
So i plan my 3rd cycle test e 12week 500mg
dbol 1-4week 20 mg
HCG at week 6-250 UI and pct week 13 2000UI
nolva 12-16 40 mg
clomid day 1 100/2 40/3 20/4 20
But here where i am, im so f***** with my mind. I cant cycling like that. i dont wanna be one of these guys with no sexual life at 21. but everytime there is this little voice in my head that says : do it, do it, do it
always thinking of that, everywhere, everytime. I just want help here. Im kinda lost with me, divided in two part. Still want my girl, still want my dreaming shape, still want to be a bigger one. btw i know about TRT, HPTA, endocrinologic system...just need to have a wake up call
So, all have started in my mind at 17 years old, i was a guy with low confidence, no shape (140 lbs), no women, good friends, but nothing special. So i have started roids, start diet, start supps. 1st cycle of my life was anavar 40mg for 12 week and nolva 4 week 20mg. All as started here. i have took 15 lbs. confidence at the max, get women fuck her and get an another one and for one time in my life i was the guy that i wanted to be. In shape, women, blahblah. (need to says perfect recovery but feel a little shitty for 1 week or so after cycle) my wieght : 155 pounds
2nd cycle winstrol 30 mg pct:nolva 40mg 4 weeks with DAA, like the others i was on diet, gained 8 pounds, looked ripped as i wanted, so i met a girl who is gonna be my girlfriend
perfect recovery, also noticed maybe a little more of libido (dunno maybe is in my head) my weight :178 lbsSo i plan my 3rd cycle test e 12week 500mg
dbol 1-4week 20 mg
HCG at week 6-250 UI and pct week 13 2000UI
nolva 12-16 40 mg
clomid day 1 100/2 40/3 20/4 20
But here where i am, im so f***** with my mind. I cant cycling like that. i dont wanna be one of these guys with no sexual life at 21. but everytime there is this little voice in my head that says : do it, do it, do it
always thinking of that, everywhere, everytime. I just want help here. Im kinda lost with me, divided in two part. Still want my girl, still want my dreaming shape, still want to be a bigger one. btw i know about TRT, HPTA, endocrinologic system...just need to have a wake up call
